You and Me,

                                     caught in th Bad Romance 

Monday, August 30, 2010
FML !


Sept gonna be a super duper shag month for me..
gonna pay off my phone debt. bad debts here and there, second try of TP .
and fuck ! this job is damn tirring.
to th extend whr i dun feel like gng anywhr budd home to slp after work.
people here are not cooperating.
teach bit here, den walk off, teach bit there, den back to their seat.
den i have to struggle and piece them up together.
that explains why i dun feel like coming to work at times.
in addition with th medication i've taken previously, its bad effect seems to be appearing on me, only.
aching here and there. got super lethargic after few hours of play work.
or even just sitting there watching television. YES, that bad !
feeling hungry in few hours, and I HAVE TO EAT IMMEDIATELY !
if not, i'll lost my appetite after a while.
and guess wad, i'll feel like vomitting after meals. *faints*
i've try to control not to. at times, gastric juice just gashed out.
tsk tsk. TERRIBLE !
then again, its so so so amazing that when ;King's around, i wont.
just a little too sleepy. probably th food he cooks is wad my stomach's growling for. LOL !
alright alright !
im actually very very busy at work. budd i just cant concentrate. its so irritating that you feel so lost and dunno wad to do and how to do !!
if i were to find a better job ... ...

Saturday's tiring. went for The Muscial, Fried Rice Paradise.
Interesting ~ ! too bad Josh wasnt one of th lead, feel bit wasted for him to be only dancing here and there. hmmm .
Supper after that at Makansutra . didnt eat much thou, cos im starting to feel a little uncomfortable before th Musical. ):
and doubt ;King's full as well. Thanks for th Milo, that makes me feel real better. x3
Cab home with ;King's concubine after that. and we went seperate ways back home.
Sunday's always a family day. (:
that passes too fast for Monday Blue. ):

inside joke : FengShui's not benefitting me in th East area. Time to move to th West. (:

labels : wad's weekend without you ?

I want your love @ 11:30 AM
Wednesday, August 25, 2010


Com got auto shut down.
thereafter , no mood to continue with work.
i realised, there's too much food either on my desk, or in my cupboard.
Th Nasi Lemak's making me freaking hungry ! 15 mins to lunchtime.!!
Butter Cookies, Chips More , Dou Sa Pia, Preserved Fruits ...
i need to stock up my cup noodles, and candies !
and now, im still munching on my Pringles, non-stop !
Just like their moto, once you pop, you cant stop. LOL.
and worse, im not drinking plain water.
Bcos there standing th vending machine with variety of drinks just in th pantry.
like 20-30 steps away. wahahas !
;King gonna kill me.. LOL.
and i hope he wont confiscate all money that i used on tidbits and give me just 5 bucks allowance everyday.
hohoho !
its wednesday today ! how many hours more to endure before my weekend? SIGH!
;King's not feeling well. Pls call th doctor for him ! LOL.
okay.. i actually got nothing to blog about today.
just feeling random..
well, gotta go anw, my nasi lemak's calling upon me.
labels : im just like you. (:

I want your love @ 11:47 AM
Tuesday, August 24, 2010
FML !


Yes Yes ! I failed my TP.
Striked kerb TWICE just in PARALLEL PARKING !
and besides that, EVERYTHING WERE RIGHT !
DAMN IT !!!
I was nagging to my ;King ALL TH WAY ! hahas!

Besides th TP on Friday, weekend was acceptably fun.
Ray's Birthday celebration on Sat.
All my Girls and I were busy taking photos, chatting Gossipping, as usual !
and I saw quite of number of familiar faces there. LOL .

Went off with Ms.Chew and boyf at 1 plus.
;King went for movie with DSB. and I went home, cos i have to go bai ah ma th next day. ):
Off to play majong around noon.
Lost 40 bucks ! tmd tmd !
Went Bukit Merah for dinner. den Home Sweet Home.

Work WOrk WORk WORK !
Fucking Hell ! alot of work !!
im so tired.

labels : so looking forward for our holidays.

I want your love @ 3:33 PM
Wednesday, August 18, 2010
bcos you dunno me .


whatever you guys wanna say, i'll take it.
be it you wanna lecture me, or even insults.
budd if you're just looking at th surface of a particular issue, den STFU !
i act what i say .
i've give warning beforehand .
if you're ignorant to realise, blame it on your stupidity .
im not smart. yet, not dumb.
not dumb enuff to allow people to take advantage.
and mind you !
i dun need any forgiveness, cos i've done nothing wrong

if you cant be understanding, den just be it. im cool .
i have my own way of handling issues, so do you.
look, my life have never been smooth,
that's explain th risk i dare to take on.
den tell me what about you ?
if you were to tell me that you would choose to avoid,
gradually give it up at that point of time. FCUK YOU !
den you're not th one who deserve any Happiness.
just watch me, i'll prove those ignorant kids wrong !
and those who know how to read between th lines,
calm enuff to analyse when things get into your way,
welcome to this World.
still, beware of troubles those kids' going to give.

labels : done!

I want your love @ 1:22 PM
Tuesday, August 17, 2010
Just b'cos you love me.


Table : Heart Ace ; Spade 2 , Diamond 5 , Spade 4 , ???
You : Diamond Ace , Cub Ace
Me : Spade 3 , Spade 5
Last card .
No Fold ; No Check , For me.
I'll SHOWHAND , rascal !
summon up th courage and double up th earnings.
labels : F your 4ofakind. Watch me, Royal Flash !

I want your love @ 4:30 PM
Monday, August 16, 2010
I miss you !


"So dear I love him that with him,
All deaths I could endure.
Without him, live no life."
-- William Shakespeare, Romeo and Juliet

labels : im crazy over you.

I want your love @ 10:50 AM
Never too late


What's there to complain when you've found th real happiness on Earth ?
Having someone there to love you.
Having someone to be your best friend.
Having th same interest, same goal in life.
Having th reason to smile and work hard everyday.
Most importantly, having Someone whom you would give up anything for, just to spend your life with.
labels : im glad we've made it thru.

I want your love @ 10:32 AM
Wednesday, August 11, 2010
I dun wanna get my time wasted again.


I will never find another lover sweeter than you, sweeter than you
And I will never find another lover more precious than you, more Precious than you
Girl you are close to me you're like my mother,
Close to me you're like my father,
Close to me you're like my sister,
Close to me you're like my brother
You are the only one your my everything and for you this song I sing
And all my life I've prayed for someone like you
And I thank God that I, that I finally found you
All my life I've prayed for someone like you
And I hope that you feel the same way too
Yes, I pray that you do love me too
I said you're all that I'm thinking of... baby
Said, I promise to never fall in love with a stranger,
You're all I'm thinking of,
I praise the Lord above,
For sending me your love,
I cherish every hug,
I really love you
And all my life, baby, baby, I've prayed for someone like you,
And I thank God that I, that I finally found you, baby
All my life I've prayed for someone like you
And I hope that you feel the same way too
Yes, I pray that you do, love me
You're all that I ever known, when you smile, on my face, all I see is a glow.
You turned my life around, you picked me up when I was down.


labels : no more tears of despair.

I want your love @ 4:03 PM
Tuesday, August 10, 2010
someday ...


someday .. when i have got th strength, th energy, ample reason for me to stand up again,
I'll fight for whatever i ever want.
try stopping me ? I'll strangle you to death . (wahahas!)
not so serious thou . budd im gonna prove all of YOU , wrong .

yes , life's contradicting.
i've been lying to myself time and again .
i've been doing things cos of others, budd never for myself.
den again, i asked myself, wad's th point of living ?

you actually shown me something that i wanted to see in him, years ago..
so, i decided , to try one more time ...

labels : my only sunshine

I want your love @ 9:53 AM
Wednesday, August 04, 2010
sick sick sick !


been sick for a few days.
bad running nose. fever on and off.
feeling so lethargic, wanting to vomit every now and then.
have been slping non-stop.
SHAGGGGGGGGGGG !


songs twirling here and there when im in a daze or aslp .
okay. pardon me for th emo-ness. cos im really not feeling very well .

半情歌 - 元若蓝
花接受凋零 风接受追寻
心的伤还有一些不要紧 我接受你的决定
你将会被谁抱紧 唱什么歌哄他开心
我想着天空什么时候会放晴 地球不曾为谁停一停
你的明天有多快乐 不是我的
我们的爱是唱一半的歌
时间把习惯换了 伤口愈合
也撤销我再想你的资格
你的祝福一半甜的 一半苦的
像我手中冷掉的可可 最最教人残念的
总是未完成的 我只能唱着一半的歌



黑裙子 - 张芸京
只为他穿过一次的黑裙子
深深锁在记忆的墙
写好的遗言也要用力唱
祭拜我们为了爱的疯狂
只为他穿过一次的黑裙子
还在风中荡
黑指甲 短头发 有些话 不用讲
为爱 我就是这样



如果没有你 - 莫文蔚
hey我真的好想你
现在窗外面又开始下着雨
眼睛干干的有想哭的心情
不知道你现在到底在哪里
hey我真的好想你
太多的情绪没适当的表情
最想说的话 我应该从何说起
最想说的话 我该从何说起
你是否也像我一样在想你
如果没有你 没有过去 我不会有伤心
但是有如果 还是要爱你
如果没有你 我在哪里 又有什么可惜
反正一切来不及 反正没有了自已



勾勾手 - 郭美美
心被海风吹过 咸咸的自由
还隐隐作痛 当太阳沉没我们的故事全剧终
伤被时间追过 今天的自由 是一道彩虹
带我迎接明天最亮的晴空 抹乾眼泪往前走
用微笑召唤幸福海鸥
我们勾勾手 不准不快乐
要比谁都快乐
就把舍不得都丢进回忆的黑洞尘封
都丢进成长的黑洞尘封
我们勾勾手 如果遇见更好的人
一定要更坚强 勇敢去追求
一定更坚强把爱勇敢追求


labels : i miss hugging xixi to slp .

I want your love @ 11:48 AM

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< loves!


* shiya;yaya;sylvia *
* chinese;thai;nonya lady *
* 23/10/90 *
* scorpio *
* 20 this year *
* sylvia.yaya@hotmail.com *
* love or hate me ;
* you decide your fate *

♥yesssss / nooooo♥

`- herLOVES `

* FUN&LAUGHTER *
* her precious *
* dancingg *
* singingg~ *
* mahjong-ing *
* pink;red;white;black *
♥ hello kitty & BJW ♥

`- herHATES `
* hypocrites *
* fu-kers *
* being forced / maligned *
* heartaches from love *

`- herWANTS `
* go TRAVELLING *
* my car license *
* a room of my own *
* hello kitty 's bed sheet *
* hello kitty's mahjong tiles *
* good digital camera *
* new phone *


♥upcoming event♥

* 05nov - Longggg Weekend *
* 09nov - King's Birthday *
* 17nov - Hari Raya = PH(: *
* 19nov - Kickboxing
* 26nov - GX's 21st celebration *
* 28nov - Haircut with Mum *
30nov - 19th
* 30nov - collection of tix *
* 03dec - TP 3rd try ): * FML!
* 04dec - MUSTAFA shopping
* 12dec - salon appt *
♥ 18dec - Jacq&Josh's ROM ♥
♥ 24dec - 平安夜 ♥
* 25dec - Merry Christmas! *
* 27;28;29dec - KL *
♥ 30dec - 20th ♥
* 31dec - countdown to a Brand New Year! *



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