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Monday, April 28, 2008
ii hate missing you. okay. didnt blogg for these few days. let me think arhhs. went out on thursday with ah sa,, ray & qihan . to bugis,, denn tam. hahas. bought a top at bugis. weets! budd ah sa simply spent 100 bucks on dat day. OMG~ budd the clothes she bought worth th money. (: went to tam for dinner andd sat down to chat until 12 plus. qihan went home at aroundd 10. so,, poor ray gotta entertain the both siao char bor. LOL ~ didnt go to school on friday. wantedd to go gym with ah sa & qihan derr. so ,, went out to meet ah sa first. budd in th end,, we didnt go. cos th both of us are lazy. LOL so,, endd up,, ii pei her home to change cos she's going chalet at night. denn she came back home with me to take dvds to return ah ling derr. met up with ah ray & zhengbin at 110 . && we went seperate ways. ah sa met up with domdom they all. denn the three of us went to makan at 211,, with ah lingg & gang. after dat,, as usual ,, slack .. at 12 plus,, mr panda came to find ah ray. denn drive us home. (: met up with qihan,, kevin and 2 lil one yesterday. one,, 14,, & the other,, 4! went to suntec with then to meet with dine andd daisy. with her 2 kids. dosan && dovan. so cute! after dat,, shop at carrefour,, for groceries. fun fun~ hahas . ah ray woke up at aroundd 4 plus,, ROAR! how can he slp until so late sia? !!! denn qihan they all left at 5.30 .. so ii continue to shop with dine andd her jie lo. went to pizza hut with them,, until rayy & ZB to meet me up. its already like 8 plus lerr lahhs. denn we cabbedd down to cathay for movie. got tix for 9.55 show,, th forbidden kingdom. nt badd,, its jus th story line a bit kuku. hahas. after movie,, no mrt liaos. so we took th las bus back to bedok. ate mac,, denn cabb home. (: woke up at arondd 2 this afternoon. weets! & sitting here blogging. yawns! after this,, go bathe denn out. (: saw his blogg. budd,, its all too late. she rejecttedd uu. so? treatingg me as a spare tyre? like wadd ii've been always thinking to myself. yy didnt he cherishh when ii fight for that lil chance.? until now,, its still blank! so,,jus forget it. i'm tryingg very hard to adapt to my current life. though its hard. cos i've not been single for quite a longg time. andd ii knw,, this time,, will be very longg. so,, conclusion ... ii wanna enjoy my single life. (: ii really hate missing you. ii really hate myself lahhs.! roar~!! yy ii still cant stop tears from flowing downn whenn uu pop up in my mindd. haiss. alright.! enuf! let th pictures do th talkingg. (: on thursday ...   ah sa & ii. (:   ray & ii. (:   trying to adapt w/o uu ;; our ray actting cool. weets!   pretty sasa. ;; candid qihan.   yaya,,qihan,,ray ;; yaya,,qihan,,sasa wastedd,, no group photo.. more events coming up.... I want your love @ 8:00 AM
Thursday, April 24, 2008
survey survey survey~ okay~ i'm one of those who forget to do this survey from qinyi meiemi. wahahas. anywayy,, ii wish to tell her dat. girl,, no matter wad.. thanks for being there for me whenn ii need someone.. even if i'm not with him,, i'll still loves uu. if uu need help,, i'll be there. ((: 1)At what age do u wish to marry? after ii got a stable career.? 2)What you want the most now? to be happy. 3)Who is the person you trust the most? mummy ;; dine ;; jolene ;; rene ;; bao ;; lingg ;; qinyii ;; qin ;; sa ;; pat ;; 4)Do you think you have enough confidence? yes ;; before my heart shatters. 5)If you have a dream to come true, what would it be? a happy family of my own. 6)Do you believe in seeing a rainbow after the rain? only with sunshine. 7)What is your goal for this year? concentrate on my studies and get good results. 8)Do you believe in eternity love? yes ;; still looking for it. 9)Have you broke someone heart that he/she tried to commit suicide? ermmm ... i'm still feeling a bit guilty. 10)What feeling do you love the most? being lovedd&treasuredd by my love ones. 11)What are the requirements that you wish from your other half? FAITHFUL ;; knw how to RESPECT others. 12)What feeling do you hate the most? being CHEATED & BETRAYED 13)Do you cherish every single friendship of yours? yes ;; budd not those hyprocite one. 14)What makes you hurt most? broken friendship & relationship. 15)What do you think is the most important thing in your life? family ;; true friendship & myself. 16)Who do you hope to be always there for you? mummy ;; & my those lovedd friends. 17)Whose your best friend? myself. 18)Who cares for you the most? mummy ;; & those who loves me. (: 19)Which date you like the most? usedd to be the 13th of every month ;; now,, my birthday. 20)why should i do this survey? cos i'll be blessed. Instructions:Remove 1 question from above,and add in your personal question,make it a total of 20 questions, then tag 8 people in your list,list them out at the end of this post.Notify them in their chatbox that he/she has been tagged.Whoever does the tag will have a blessing from all. well well well,, my internet have problem.. so wont able to go to every blogg to tag. so peeps! whoever pass by my blogg andd see this.. && if uu have th time,, please try to do alright? ii hope my love one would be blessed! I want your love @ 3:17 PM
ii know whyy he strayedd. looking thru my tags,, trying to feel his lil left-over lovedd. hahas. bcos he once told me dat... when he feel like strayingg,, he take out his hp and look at our pictures. cos he no longer using dat fone. haiss. is this the reason? hahas. so stupid. ii wonder yy are uu the one doing this to me.? why why why?!!! ii tot uu were the one whom ii cann rely on for the rest of my life. 品尝过爱情的甜蜜后, 才发现.. 流到心里的泪原来苦苦的... ... I want your love @ 6:30 AM
心动心痛 so sad so sad. heard dat the Singapore flyers is now open to public. haiss... dunn wanna say much. now denn ii understandd yy ppl say.. 计划永远赶不上变化 now ii believe. yy do am ii still thinking of uu every moment when uu've hurt me so badly. yy am ii so stubborn towards relationship.. yy didnt ii start to let go when ii realisedd dat ii cant find the same smile on your face when uu're with me.? yy didnt ii stop myself from sayingg " iiLOVEuu" whenn uu stopped lovingg me? yy do ii still miss those times being with uu? yy do ii believe dat uu didnt hurt me on purpose? yy am ii so stupid? && yy do ii still love uu so? i'm glad dat ur effort had paid off. all the best to uu. && sorry,, ii liedd. when the moment uu told me dat uu're feeling confused and dunno if uu still loves me or not. andd ii told uu not to worry cos i'm feeling the same. ii jus dun wanna add to ur stress. dun ever tot dat nobody cares. cos u'll nv knw. *somethingg are left unspoken* dun frown... b'cos u'll nv knw someone's falling for ur smile. ii hope after today,, no more tears ;; no more hope ;; for uupurely jus friends. budd cann ii? now denn ii knw,, living in a far distance really makes a difference. no determination = nothingg. i'm glad dat i'm nt the one who give this relationship up. budd normally this happens,, i'm the one getting hurt badly in the endd. haiss... ...  爱不在 ;; 应该让自己从回忆中离开. 爱不在 ;; 我们都已不存在彼此未来. 有时候 ;; 不管对爱有多少的依赖. 就算再不愿意再伤心 ;; 我明白. 我们只能放手... uu left me with shatteredd heart ;; ii look up the skyy,, close my eyes ;; askingg the stars yy this happen ;; they left my question a blank too ;; budd ii saw them cryingg as well.. I want your love @ 2:38 AM
Wednesday, April 23, 2008
its too late to apologise. super sick.. went to see doctor jus now. fever at 38.7. at least better than yesterday.. got 3 days mc. doctor says,, if my fever still goes on,, have to go hospital test blood sia. saw dine's blogg. feel like laughingg. budd remind me of how ii went thru everythingg with him. denn cry again. TMD! wont be able to go out these few days. sians! hope will recover by weekends. budd its still the same lahhs. cos ,, ii no longer live for weekends like ii always did. havingg serious headache. feel like dying lahhs. wahahas.. yy telling me sorry when hurt had been done? uu knw wadd? ii really hate someone special to me telling me this.. yy do dat in the first place? haiss. uu wanna kiss,, wait until we broke up lahhs.! && the girl did msg me last night oso. telling me she's sorry.. didnt do it on purpose. andd wad??! ask me to forgive her. ii jitao say ,, BU KE NENG! how cann ii forgive her?! ii seriously cant,, && ii wont! alright. gotta go rest liaos. if not,, will be more serious. ii miss my friends sia. ): I want your love @ 5:09 AM
Tuesday, April 22, 2008
came back frm school at aroundd 12.30. didnt went for the last lesson which is from 1 to 2. was feeling damn uncomfortable. having serious headache. took my temperature half an hour after ii woke up from my nap. its like 39.4 degrees lehs. if it continue,, think i'll suffer from brain damage lerr. wahahas. budd if its true,, (choy choy) i'll choose to forget him. I want your love @ 9:30 AM
Monday, April 21, 2008
我的心真的受伤了 after ventingg all my anger.. ii tot i'll be alright. budd yy do ii still miss him so? i'm so useless. still cryingg whenn ii saw a pair of mid-agedd couple walking their dog. yy do ii still look forward of that kind of sweet sweet life with him? yy didnt he even try to build it up again whenn ii fight for dat lil chance.? am ii so not lovable? or .. he think dat ii dun deserve his love? were feeling so sick these few days. so throughout the whole day,, were cyclingg from places to places. tot after some perspiration,, will feel better. andd yes ii did. budd still,, feeling so terrible. it makes me remind of the days where we're in pulau ubin and east coast park. ii smiledd & tears jus flow down my cheeks the very next moment. dat's yy ii say dat i'm useless.! && ii do this whe  nn they're slacking at the playgroundd. somehow,, memories kiip flashing back when i'm doing this stupid thing.. ii dunno how long ii need to forget him,, as well as recover from all these.. & nt allowing tears from flowing down because of him. he would never knw how badly i'm hurt. andd ii guess,, he wont bother. well,, ii dunn need him to knw aywayy. he didnt hear my heart shattering into bits and pieces. how could uu say uu love me? when uu were gonna leave me. how could uu make me hurt so bad.? i'm starting to hate myself for being so youngg. nt able to meet him up often after his tired day at work. is this part of the cause? if it is. denn sorry. its nt for me to choose. 我的爱是折下自己的翅膀 送给你飞翔... I want your love @ 4:02 PM
我给你最后的疼爱是手放开... if uu feel offended whenn readingg ;; just press ;; Alt+F4 ! endedd on the 18th of april. after seeingg wadd he've said. criedd like shit. cooledd down after a while and askedd for a break up. wadd a nice show.. i'll rate dat 5 stars. fuckingg bitch! uu touchedd my guy.. i'll pray hard dat u'll get ur retribution.! dun worry. nt in a bad way. i'm no longer those childish lil kid. uu both better buck up in ur career. if nt ii swear uu gonna die in my hands. ROAR! bloody explaining to me saying dat uu both are CLEAR! dunn treat me like a kid. i'm a girl afterall. intuition power derr cann? if uu dun feel guilty,, whyy bother to explain to me.? wadd fuckingg stand do uu have to explain stuffs between me and him.? telling me wadd? my birthday celebration will be more fun. well,, wadd makes uu think dat u'll be invited?! uu really change ur image in my heart lahhs. from a innocent, kind lil cte girl to a fucking bitch,, cheap slut.! ii were so stupid to think dat uu could be my good friend. think i'm more innocent than uu do. ROAR! actingg kind, innocent infront of ppl? thinkk ii cann nominate uu to be actress liaos. u'll get the best actress award in the following year. NO PROBLEM! telling him to forget wadd uu guys have done equals to... remindingg him.. asking nt to forget to bear the responsible. guess uu really knw him quite well. if he's clever,, he realisedd dat. fine! he's nt clever in this type of things. he's only clever in lying to me. so be it.! anywayy ii guess uu're jealous by the fact dat he's a good bf. eh! no.! he's nt. probably jealous whenn uu see him treating me so well at dat point of time. go ahead! budd doesnt mean ii let go means 认输. 是我让出来给你的. understandd uu fucking bitch! why? wanna find a singapore guy to stay in my country? dream on lahhs. uu better pray dat he wont do the same thing to uu. or else,, i'll laugh till ii drop. ii dunn wann 讨功劳. cos ii told uu before,, even if we arre nt tgt in the endd. at least uu'll still rmb me. wadd uu have nw,, wadd uu are nw.. uu knw better than anyone else. 让我戴绿帽. TMD~!!! & uu really make me feel so dirty. fucking kiss dat bitch. even if ii'm the one who initiate a break up. dunn act as if u're the one being hurt. in this situation. uu gain the most. isnt it? okay~ let's say if uu're really hurt,, blame urself and dat "innocent girl" of yours. uu, yourself knw dat how much i've changedd to let uu feel loved. budd like others say,, love is blindd. uu're so enthu in her,, of cos uu wont realise. ! uu cann even tell me dat we gotta work hard for our future.! like WTF!??? wishingg to see me everydayy after work in the future? telling me dat uu dun care wad ppl think,, wadd ppl say,, wadd ppl do ;; uu jus wann us to carry on and on. please lahhs. if uu dun mean it,, yy say those in the first place? wanna take care of me? budd in the end,, hurting me most. telling me nt to forget about our 4-5 years agreement? denn wadd about uu? uu really make me feel like a fool. trying to accept the change after uu got a stable job. comforting myself dat uu're busy working for our promise. wadd a good movie uu've made. especially when i'm crying in front of this monitor when typingg. hahas. 你把我对你的深爱变成了恨.. i'm really so disappointedd in the both of uu. budd still,, ii wanna thanks her for letting me 看清你. 原来我们的爱情是那么的脆弱... I want your love @ 6:11 AM
Friday, April 18, 2008
love is like a playground,, sometimes its up, sometimes its down. no longer the one who knw uu well. & ii find it hard to knw wad's on your mind. hopefully ii still stand a place in your heart. budd yy are uu nt e one explaining stuffs to me? yy are uu nt e one there when ii need uu so much? yy uu left my question a blank where uu should its so important to me. haiss... && yy uu are u still so cold,, towards me? ii wanna knw wadd am ii to uu? its jus a habit of being together or ... are uu jus using this period of time to let go? so many so many questions in my mindd. feelingg so cold... making me so insecure... so no confidence in myself... i'm startingg to lose myself... suddenly feel so tiredd. & dunno of wadd too. whereby ii knw only uu cann bringg me out of darkness. ii hate myself for relyingg on uu. ii hate myself for pinning so much hope in this relationship. ii hate myself for nt treasuringg in the past. ii hate myself for beingg so youngg. most of all,, ii hate myself for falling so deep in love with uu... ... && dat's the reason yy ii didnt give up. budd now... ... ii really dunno how longg ii can hold on to. what hurts the most was... being so close,, having so much to say,, & watching you walk away... ... level of recovery ~~ 10% & ii miss uu saying " ii love uu" .. I want your love @ 3:31 PM
Wednesday, April 16, 2008
uu matters more than anythingg ;; to me. x3 songg changedd .! budd its not cos of anythingg. cos ii've been looking for it since few months ago. *thumbs up* went out for dinner at aroundd 7 plus denn back home at aroundd 11. darlingg went out with colleagues. & reachedd home quite late. despite countless reminder from me asking him to go home and rest early! ROAR!~ well,, actually,, ii really dun mindd he going for a drinkk with them. budd going alone with a girl,, is jus not right. though ii knw things are not wadd people outside,, thinkk. & i'll never believe. budd luan xiangg shi nan mian derr lahhs. the biggest problem is,, ii really dun like it whenn ii gotta knw it from someone else. yy cant uu jus tell me wadd uu wann andd stuffs. HAISS! anywayy,, ii wont say anythingg anymore. babyy,, yy cant uu see my love & me. && the change for this relatioship of ours. anywayy,, came out from school early today. didnt have the mood to study. denn jie called m to ask whether am ii free to accompany to polyclinic cos she's sick.! ROAR!~ hope after tonight,, everythingg will be fine. so so so tiredd. didnt slp well last night also. waitingg for darling to reach home. hopefully get to chat with him before turning in. last of all ... iiLOVEuu ;; iiREALLYdo ...  the days whenn ii tot ;; everythingg were so right. ii cant findd the same smile on ur face anymore... I want your love @ 1:07 PM
Tuesday, April 15, 2008
uu will never know... first day of school,, promoted to year 2. dun really have lesson. jus get time table andd TEST schedule. OMG~ budd jus tolerate for at most half a year,, denn attachment.! wont really object going overseas anymore. ii need a break too. tiredd of ... ii guess there're too many to sayy. yesterday was our 13th month. went to JP bought his fav,, LJS. wake him up on the way. order him to come down to fetch me. wahahas. was about to cry th moment ii see him. ii dunno yy. probably those few days were so afraid dat ii wont get the chance to.  i'm going to smile like nothing's wrongtalk like everything's perfect act like it's all a dream && pretend it's not hurting me. slack an hour or two. nagg for while ,, asking him to have his bath. && went out. to MSQ for our k-session. probably were too tired,, no energy to singg. budd ii love the food over there. *saliva dripping* . wahahas. came out at 9.30. came across this shop,, MUJI,, ii think when we were on the way to starbucks. boyfriend suggest to take a look at their EXPENSIVE stuffs before they close. yy ii say EXPENSIVE? ii wonder wad a 9bucks nail polish can do sia. hahas. like ermmm... like cai yi ling derr mahhs? LOL. ! went to starbucks for drink. sat down as usual. smoke. chit chat. get all those questions a definite answers. though yesterday looks normal,,  budd ii know... deep down, both of us are still hurt,, badly. baby,, ii dun wanna hold uu back where uu might belongg. ii would rather hurt myself than to ever make uu cryy. like wadd ii say ... i'll always be there,, whenn uu need me. probably this is wadd ii can do for now. if ur hair turns all white one day,, i'll still love uu so. x33 I want your love @ 7:36 AM
Saturday, April 12, 2008
back.! didnt have the mood to blogg these few days. partly cos not slping well,, not eating well. thus,, no energy! fell aslp only at 3 plus 4, or even 6. & nobody knows. SIGH~ why? cos he left me lots of blank in my question booklet. questions all over my head,, making me so giddy. having the blurr blurr look everyday. hahas. well,, having so much questions,, especially about him derr. 我的不安 那么沉重 只有你不懂.. simply, jus contradicting myself. so wadd if ii know he's not very willing to get back tgt? no matter wadd,, like wadd ii sayy. i'll still build up from dat lil corner. school starting soon. (: yay yay! finally! ~ i've been waiting for so so longg. still prefer to studyy ,, rather than staying at home&going out to slack the whole dayy. dun wanna say so much lerr. let nature takes its course bahs. ur " ii love uu" without "ii", makes me disheartenedd,, once again. 未来不管错对 但你说爱我却不够绝对. I want your love @ 12:03 PM
Wednesday, April 09, 2008
weets! everybody loves happy endingg.! && so do ii. (: nothingg much to disclose,, cos ii dun there's a need to. though ii know there's still somethingg ii dont know. && ii dunn wishh to know,, anymore. wadd ii know is,, ii jus love him . good answer.! weets! suddenlyy dun feel like blogging much. mood swing. haiss! nights everybody.! I want your love @ 2:02 PM
Sunday, April 06, 2008
有多少爱能从来 ever put down ur ego and pride to stay ur love one? yeah, ii did dat,, last night. been cryingg since ii start blogging last night. went to meet up with rene&gang, criedd from 11 to 3 am plus. ied on bed from 4 until 9 am . tears jus cant stop rolling down. didnt wann to go online until he knocks off cos ii know it wont make a difference. ate bread at aroundd 6 plus in the morning. after dat ,, nothing. feeling so giddy , probably lack of water. alright! ii guess i'm going to say out wadd ii wanna say. whether he see this or not ... haiss! budd at least uu still bother to talk to me last night. & ii told uu dat ii really dun wann dat to happen. so,, no matter wadd ur answer will be tonight,, at least ii've tried. still, ii hope dat uu really did think it thru seriously. well,, there's still words left unspoken. i'm willing to do anything reasonable to salvage this relationship. even though i'm no longer standing at the first place in ur heart,, ii dun mind building up dat love&trust from a small corner. jus dun push me out of there. after reading dat msg,, ii looked up the sky with teary eyes. stars were so so so bright. wadd a sad day... budd its really beautiful. ii wonder did uu realised it? & it remind me of those days at pasir ris... lying down,, listening to songs,, watching at the starry sky... this song jus pop up in my mind. 天上一万颗星星我却只看见你 你说这是幸运 还是不可思议 ii really dunno wadd to do.. how should ii think to console myself? uu're now at somewhere near. budd no signs of wishing to see me. although ii know dat the chances of getting back together are slim. very very slim. budd whyy would ii wann to wait for miracle? or wait to get hurt again? jus b'cos ii know dat i'll be happy with uu only too many too many things to say. ii wishh..... 回到过去 想回到过去 试着让故事继续 至少不再让你离我而去 分散时间的注意 这次会抱得更紧 这样挽留不知 还来不来得及 memories ;; the days we always sit at the fountain... 死性不改 如我没有你的爱 我没法活得来 teared ;; regret 忘不了 为什么人总要等到失去才珍惜 我来不及想告诉你 要永远不分离 不想懂得 我愿意一秒钟放弃全宇宙 只在只有我们紧靠着的小星球 do uu know? 都是你 谁改变了我的世界 没有方向 没有日夜 我看着天这一刻在想你 是否会对我一样思念 你曾说我们有一个梦 等到那天我们来实现 想念的心装满的都是你 我的日记写满的都是你的名 tearedd ;; why why why? 我为什么还爱你 你的爱已不在 我为什么还在这发呆 是什么原因你狠心 把我丢在这里 if there's still a chance ... 我是你的天空 我要跟你手牵手 永远不回头 一起勇敢向前走 如果有什么波折 有我的胸口 紧紧贴在你左右 一直握着你的手 永远不回头 因为你是我的梦 永不放弃因为爱你 若你是星星 我是你的天空 i've no idea when uu stop loving me. probably since the day uu last say "ii love you" which ii've forgotten... its been so longg. its already 9 sharp. i'm getting to be afraid. afraid of... ii can almost feel myself tearing apart. hear my heart shattering into pieces... I want your love @ 12:10 PM
Saturday, April 05, 2008
下雨了 站在玻璃门里头 并没有总是挂念着我 你带着雨伞来接我 夜晚了 只剩老板跟我 像从前你抽着烟皱眉头 不知怎么安抚太任性的我 本来不觉得你特别疼我 直到你不再疼爱我以后 已经过去雨伞和雨衣 不会再庇护我 本来不觉得你特别疼我 直到你不再疼我以后 来不及了 手写的留言对象 已经不会是我 停雨了 不必再躲雨了 已经过了该打烊的时候 还是不太想走 太晚了 只能坐计程车 为什么想念着摩托车 常常会半路熄火的后座 本来不觉得你特别疼我 直到你放弃爱我 以后已经过去雨伞和雨衣 不会再庇护我 本来不觉得你特别疼我 直到你不再疼我以后 来不及了 长长的简讯对象 已经不会是我 走在湿漉漉红砖道上 沿着导盲砖试着假装 的确有点困难 也许我就这样走路回家 反正你不再在乎几点 该几点回到家 本来不觉得你特别疼我 直到你再也不疼我以后 已经过去雨伞和雨衣 不会再保护我 本来不觉得你特别疼我 直到你放弃爱我以后 来不及了 对不起长大太慢 害你遗失了我 抱歉 让你白费了这么多 no longer to say letting go. its easy,, budd ii realisedd dat... i'm too weak to do dat. no uu,, no motivation,, no dreams,, no future,, no energy,, no shoulder to lean on,, no one to share jokes with,, and no more baobeii. i'm left with nothing. though ii hope uu wasnt jus a passer-by in my life. && if nothing last forever,, cann ii jus be your nothing? 不要用我的爱来伤害我 i'll keep this smile;; pretending dat i'm perfectly okay. 4.78455.5683.968.76 I want your love @ 11:51 AM
blogg songg changedd. no longer dat xin fu xian nu hai. everythingg has changedd. its been yrs since ii feel so so lost. peeps,, dun askk again. i'll nv sayy. not a word after this. if its meant to be mine,, it will. baby,, ii know dat we've been there's really nothingg ii can do anymore. its time uu do decisions cos uu left me with no choice. i'll always keep my words. as long as uu wann me to be there, ii will. so many things on my mind to tell uu. ii hope there'll be still a chance to. whether uu see this before andd after uu've made ur decisions. i hope uu wont change ur mind thru sympathy or feel regret at dat very moment. until the very day uu can even say dat uu dunno if uu still love me or not. ii thinkk dat's enuf. seriously,, ii cant take the blow. its way too far dat ii can imagine. those words uu've said to me are twirlingg in my mind. again and again. LOST,, in ur world. ii dunno wadd cann ii sayy anymore. though we've discussed it for umpteen times. budd uu should knw wad 7 years difference and stayingg far can make a big difference now. I want your love @ 11:14 AM
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