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Thursday, August 23, 2007


argh! super boredd! the weather is soooooooooo nice to slp..
budd dunn intendd to continue my beauty slp anymore. =x
supposedd to go school at 8.. budd ii jus cant fuckingg wake up.. wahahas..
so,, i'll be going school at around 11 plus..
yesterdayy went school at earliest ever.. ii reachedd school at 9!! *clap clap*
denn went off at aroundd 2.. ii jus pontan a 1 hr class lahhs.. andd its not very important derr..
great improvement for me! *pat on my shoulder*
went to miit up with darlingg after my bath andd everythingg..
went to IMM for a walk andd dinner,, PEPPER&LUNCH~
oh yea! denn still got my dessert,, UMEYA jellies after dat! lalalas~~
andd we did the stupidest thingg ever.. bought 2 hearty lollipops.. ermmm.. hahas..
like so ermmm.. *lost for words*
hahas.. hope get to upload the photos asap..
* ii love everyone,! who loves me * =x
gotta go prepare for school liaos..
see uu guys soon!~
signing off lerr nahhs..!
the JIAO-LANG-ATTITUDE
makes us a perfect match!
lovelove! x33

I want your love @ 1:44 AM
Tuesday, August 21, 2007


okok~
here to update a bit bit..
ermm.. went to miit up with biying they all in the morning on sat..
while waiting for darlingg to come over to bedok..
before dat was having his interview at paya lebar..
darlingg andd kunhua came over at aroundd 1 plus 2..
after our lunch at 211, we headed to take mrt to suntec city.. while his bro went back home,, ii thinkk.
went for my interview at Giordano, Junior.
PS:: i'm changing job again.. cos ii dunn like workingg long hours,, its so tiringg..
went to singg k at MSQ,, again.. with the buffet thingy on..
finally,, there's smoking room.. budd its quite small.. LOL~
came out at aroundd 9 plus.. wahahas..
we manage to catch a bit of the fireworks on the way back to the counter from toilet.. wahahas..
its nice lahhs..!!!
after our singing session,, wantedd to walk to esplanade to slack derr..
budd... ... its super duper crowded lahhs.. we were quite lazy to walk against the crowd..
so we walk to citylink,, bought a drinkk andd cheong all the way to raffles shopping mall..
LOL! the both of us like so cute.. jumpingg from the very first lane to the very last one.. LOL~
foundd a place to sit andd start to talk cock.. LOL~
went home at around 11, nearly 12.. wahahas.. lalalas~~
hmm.. sunday,, which is yesterday lahhs..
did nth much.. we slept nearly the whole dayy.. hahas..
like dat lorr.. hehes..
andd ii didnt go school today! why why why?
maybe cos we slept the whole day yesterday,, jii jus cant get t slp when ii get home..
fell aslp only at 4 plus.. my darlingg really poww-derr-ful..
he really cann slp lahhs.. haiyo!! peii fu peii fu..!
alright.. thinkk ii should endd here liaos..
going to prepare liaos..
gotta go paya lebar tmr after school to sign somethingg in order for me to start work. =D
iiLOVEuu`` FOREVER~

I want your love @ 3:01 AM
Friday, August 17, 2007


oh tian arhhs.. school starts at 12 lahhs.. denn dat forgetful darlingg woke me up at 7 plus!!
so tiredd lahhs.. cos slept very late last night.. hmmm.. quite alot of stuffs happen these few days.. ii still cant believe myself to be so fortunate.. hahas..
went to look for darlingg on monday,, which is our 5th month together.. awww.. like so fast lahhs.. =$
didnt go anywhere,, jus nuaingg beside each other.. its stil sweet lahhs.. lalalas..~
went to look for him again yesterday which is wednesday.. haiyo~ our life is jus so simple,, and SWEET! =p
wont be meeting him today and tmr.. budd ii promised him dat i wont be workingg on this sundayy.. or else he'll be rotting the whole day like last week,, again.. wahahas..
the happiest news of the week:: mama sort of allows us to be together lahhs.. budd some things,, she jus dunno. =x feeling a bit sryy..
budd feeling super happy.. hahas.. alright. i'm so hungryy.. going cook cook liaos..
P.S:: no pics again!!
darlingg... ii wann take loads loads of picture lahhs.! budd must nice nice derr.! =))
因为你,,世界不再单调

I want your love @ 12:45 AM
Sunday, August 12, 2007


haiyo.. i'm here to blogg.. so late lerr.. so i'll make it a short one..
went to miit up with darling early in the morningg..
nua,, watch tv,, slp till aroundd 5 in the eveningg..
went to cityhall,, EW13,, again..
walk aroundd at raffles shopping mall for a while..
as usual,, the cocky us..
its all funn! =D
went to marina straight to buy our movie tix..
awww~~ the show,, 881 is really nice! ii swear..!
ii dunn thinkk i'll go in details lahhs..
budd ppl who haven watch it,, pls! go andd watch!
after purchasingg our tix,, went to long john for dinner..
our all time favourite.. =D
went to took a puff, denn went into the theatre..
chose to sit in a corner rather than in the middle part..
cos ii know the both of us jus cant stop talking cock..
hahas.. after movie,, as usual,, NONSENSE!~ wahahas..
we were so crazy.. andd we went woo-la-lass~
after our puff puff session,, stroll to the mrt station..
darling went off quite quickly cos its the last train to boon lay..
how ii wishh ii was able to take the same train with him so dat he wont be bored on the wayy home..
5 more years! >.<>
anyway,, we didnt have time for photos.. hahas..
ii jus love him so much~!
一人一半~ 感情不散~~
P.S :: 5 months approachingg.. <3



I want your love @ 4:06 PM
Saturday, August 11, 2007


ii chose to hang up the phone while ii dunn feel like slpingg at all..
sry darling.. cos i'm on the verge of burstingg into tears..
andd ii really dunn wishh to make uu wryy anymore..
i'm like... beingg neglectedd by everybodyy..
我发现你和我的距离开始越来越远,,
感觉不到,,你还在身边.. T.T
sometimes,, ii feel dat ii dunno how to treasure wadd ii have though ii'm afraid to lose uu... ... i'm afraid dat i'll let go of uu before uu do..
如果我看不到你的好,, 我会让别人去发现它..
ii really hate myself!

I want your love @ 3:20 PM


argh! boredd.. talkingg to darling on the phone now..
this week super fast.. miitingg him almost everydayy..
feelingg not very good these few days actually.. budd nobody seems to realise.. wahahas.. good at hiding my feelings.. YAY! ii deserve to be rewarded yeah?
haiss.. dunno wadd to do.. those little kidds start to give me problem again..
home is such a nice place to nua, to eat, to blah blah blah~~ whyy dunn wann go home neiis?
walalass.. i'm tryingg to start my nonsense liaos.. really dunno wadd to do.. suddenly feel so lost!
down.
down..
down...
its seems like ii cant handle school andd workk at the same time..
im like racingg with the time lahhs..
24 hours per dayy is really not enuf for me nahhs.. haiyo!
andd i really hate myself..
sometimes ii really wonder,, how far cann we go..
are we going to be like this forever?
wadd will happen if there's problem between us one dayy?
will we still be the same?
haiyo!!~~~~ i'm like sooooooooooooo stupidd lahhs..
wadd shouldd ii do?!!!
so confuse,, so lost!
ARGH!! my naturally-idiotic-imagination is driving me crazy..
haiss~~~~~
sometimes,, ii jus feel dat i'm really not the one for him.. T.T
ok~ ii shouldnt continue anymore.. i'm afraid dat i'll cry nahhs..
baby,, ii still believe..
爱可以走过峦流..
* your little note in my right pocket make me smile,, like hell. x3 *

I want your love @ 2:34 PM
Tuesday, August 07, 2007


EH?!! ii should be doing my project now lahhs.. budd endd up blogging,,friendster andd doing everythingg except my project!
he's gonna kill me if he knows.. =x
went out with darlingg,, qinyii andd her friend..
PS:: ii dunn know her name even though we were out the whole dayy.. cos she didnt really talk.. she's like so shy.. =D
eeyer~ like nothingg to blogg lehs..
yap yap! ii finnaly gotta buy my mp3.. although its not those super goody stuff.. budd i'm still contented.. cos its from my mama as my birthday present.. =D
HAISS! ii really dunn feel like studyingg anymore.. budd ii know my parents sure kan me derr lahhs.. SMLJ?~
its not gettingg a bloddy cert cann get me far mahhs..
some workk oso dependds on our exp derr mahhs.. HAIYO~~
feelingg so stress up again!!
my bill comingg lerr,, 200 plus..!
how to survive?!!
cann ii use hell notes? at least its cheaper.. lalalas..~~ =x
ok la ok la! must go do project lerr wors.. or else sure fail..
PS: ii love my "SUPER" boyy! x33

I want your love @ 1:13 AM
Friday, August 03, 2007


woke up soooooooooooo early to write blogg?!! hahas.
will be going to school later.. class starting at 12..
bored bored bored!
darlingg in office now.. lalalas~
took my pay yesterday,, 4oo plus nia.. T.T
budd dunn wry..! ii cann de..
wantedd to buy my mp3 next month..
budd it seems dat mama wanna buy for me.. *clap clap*
awww... didnt knw dat my stupidd behaviour will make darlingg so wryy! wahahas..
*scratch head* dunno wadd to sayy.. =x
i'm oso wonderingg.. wadd am ii wryingg abt?
actually dun niid mahhs.. hehes~~
ii like ah siao lehs..! LOL~
oh my tiann arhhs~~ wahahas..
ppl,, dunn be jealous okies? =P
我决定了.. ii gotta summon all my courage andd walk all the wayy!! 你们完蛋了!! wahahas..
to those ppl who dunn like me,, den FUCK OFF..
cos ii dunn nid friendds with sucky character..
andd ii know there's so many ppl out there who will cherish me..
like my dine,,jolene,,serene,,jacq,,biyingg andd soooo many ppl more who will cherishh me..!
so,, i'll leave the decision for uu guys.. cos ii love everyone..! =)
你是我的魔力..
想要勇敢就想你~
ii gotta be brave.. there's still a long long way to go..
hahas.. soundds as if i'm going for a war..
sometimes ppl sayy dat this world are full of cruelty,, lies andd bullshits..
budd somehow,, ii know dat everyone have a beautiful side/character in them..
so ppl,, bringg out your angel in uu and kill the devil, yourself!
darlingg.. thanks for beingg there for me whenn i'm down or whatsoever..
uu know huh? nobody gonna love uu as much as ii do.. =p
oh my tian~ uu're jus my SUPER boyy..! =x
[[ii have uu to be with,, everythingg will be easy]]`
PS:: ii love my new blogg skin wors~

I want your love @ 12:24 AM
Wednesday, August 01, 2007


haiss~!
ii got alot alot to sayy..
budd where shouldd ii start..?
i'm super troubledd these few days..
andd somehow,, ii duno who to talk to..
or cann ii sayy,, ii dunn wann anyone to be affected by me as well..
firstly,, studies..
suddenly lost in directions..
thinkingg of quit school andd start a full time job..
budd ii'm still not very sure yet..
i'm afraid dat my parents wont allow..
gettingg a Higher Nitec cert in Logistics oso cant get me too far..
haiss.. budd gettingg a Dip in Logistics still needs alot of time..
like 4 to 5 more years..
i'm afraid dat... ... SIGH~
whyy am ii only 17?
work? haiss!
dunn mention lerr..
so tiringg.. denn got only less than 500 this month..
OMG! dat's whyy ii sayy,, dunn wanna mention~~ lalalas~
this comingg sundayy will be going out in the eveningg without him.. SIGH~
ii know he's not very happy with it..
not in a way dat he dunn wann me to go out with friendds..
cos he wanna see me lahhs..!
budd lucky the followingg Thursday is a public holiday..
at least still cann peii him..
budd ii'm still very troubledd over whether to go or not..
ii jus wanna go there most importantly is to celebrate Antony's birthday..
cos he've helped me alot alot in my studies, somehow..
plus he's my friend since secondary 1..
secondly,, ii wanna go know some "useful" friendds..
to see whether have any lobang for good jobs or not..
maybe it'll help someway in my future next time..
budd my future? HAISS!~
ii realisedd dat i'm behavingg strangely these few days..
ii cann smile and laugh happily one moment andd cry the next..
i'm sure its bcos of these factors bahhs..
plus kiip having weird dreams.. OMG!~
i'm like going crazy lahhs..!
ii really hate the feelingg of beingg alone..
budd sometimes,, whenn friendds ask me to go out..
ii rejectedd andd rather be alone!
OMG! ii thinkk i'm really crazy..
jus now went to browse thru his testimonials in his friendster profile after addingg a comment..
suddenly feel like deletingg ALL my comments to him..
LOOK! dat's whyy ii sayy i'm mad!!
denn as for my relationship,, ii didnt wann to talk much abt it..
cos it seems to be affectedd by those stupidd stuffs above..
of cos not physically,, budd mentally..
ii'm serious..!
sometimes,, ii woke up andd see him slpingg beside me (whenn he's still slpingg like a logg) =x
ii somehow wishh dat we will stay like dat forever.. andd ii mean it..
budd there's a day where he really break my fragile heart,, ACCIDENTALLY!
andd ii know he's innocent! ha..~
will things be different if ii know him before she does?
............................
lookingg at the timer in my blogg,,
ii realisedd dat time really flies..
we've been together for 4 months plus lerr..
andd ii know we still a longg longg way to go..
ii really wanna spendd my every minute with him.. T.T
HAISS~
budd somethingg ii know,, which cann calm my disturbedd feelinggs..
we're going very smoothly in some ways..
its hardd to explain.. ii jus cann feel it in me! =)
alright! let not talk abt unhappy stuffs..
reachedd home at aroundd 3 plus todayy..
andd darlingg reachedd home before me! GRR!
we were chattingg before ii went to have my bath..
budd endd up he fell aslp..
ii duno is before he bathe or after..
smelly fellow! LOL~
hao ler hao ler..
ii going help mama to cook..
see uu guys!
~如果有一天我离开你,,
记得,, 问题并不是在于你~

I want your love @ 8:48 AM

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