You and Me,

                                     caught in th Bad Romance 

Monday, March 29, 2010
I've lost it .


I'm sorry. true enuf that you dun deserve such treatment.
I didnt do/say it on purpose, I wasnt conscious.
I didnt know you actually care that much,
and I always take those lil stuffs for granted.
It hurts to know that I'm actually hurting you.
I wanted to give up so much,
bud it hurts more.


Baby, please tell me how to heal that wound that I've caused.

I never want us to end up like this .
I've forgotten my principles, especially towards you.
I need a good cry now.
With you telling me that everything's gonna be alright.

There's once a story ...
While a man was polishing his new car,
his 4 years old son picked up a stone
and scratched lines on th side of th car.
In anger, th man took th child's hand and hit it many times,
not realising he was actually using a wrench.

At th hospital, th child lost all his fingers due to multiple fractures.
When th child saw his father,
with painful eyes he asked, "Dad, when will my fingers grow back?"
Th man was so hurt and speechless.
He went back to his car and kicked it alot of times.

Devastated by his own actions ..
Sitting in front of that car, he looked at th scratches,
"LOVE YOU DAD." was what th child had written.

& th next day, that man committed suicide.
(thou I feel that he doesnt have to. 'cos th child gonna grow up father-less)

Anger and Love have no limits.
Choose th Latter to have a beautiful, lovely life .

Always remember that :
Things are to be Used and people are to be Loved.

Watch your thoughts, they become words.
Watch your words, they become actions.
Watch your actions, they become habits.
Watch your habits, they become character.
Watch your character, it becomes your destiny.

labels : ilu (too) .

I want your love @ 4:21 PM
Wednesday, March 24, 2010
and so wat if ive got an fcuked up attitude ?


Look, ii dun need anybody to tell me i've got a super bad temper.
ii know it myself.
and den ? so what ?
i'll get super pissed when ppl go back on their words.
'cos im an easily contented person.
Yet, you still got th ability to make such person pissed.
WELL DONE !
some frds are saying im getting more and more cold-blooded.
and some say, im still th same, dumb !
my filtering system is doing me good.
‘cos im only hearing wad ii see.
p/s : dun ever try me, especially when im having my PMS .

labels : 这该死的爱情

I want your love @ 1:49 PM
Monday, March 22, 2010


back from my 3 days 2 nights stay-out. weets.
nothing interesting or special. just away from home, closer to boyf, is enuf.
drinking session with usual, mj-ing til late nightearly morning. ultimate shiock-ness.
especially when im th only one winning. boo th Guys ! LOL .
somethingg happy ii wanna share.

I got an letter from ITE, asking me to collect some Good Progress Award. WOW !
tell me about it. pontan like nobody business during that two years.
remember ii told you guys about th un-expected-good GPA I've got and I chose to give up another 3 years of Poytechnic. ?
Now they're giving me some Edusave or Bursary to further my studies.
wondering between Business Management, Marketing and Human Resource . HowHOwHOW ?
can somebody like give me some advices ?
Okay, ii should seek for Boyf's assistance.
Hopefully he wont say someth like, hmmm . up to you lahhs. (roars)
Wifey will be joining me to catch ka ka in a few more days' time.
so so so excitedd. never feel this excited when ii know im gonna see her in school in th past. still figuring out wad's th difference. LOL .
5 to 7 days to pay day. ii cant wait! im broke, like hell .
I NEED MONEY ! ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH ~
&&& 8 + 30 days to a year.
this issue had been twirling in my head.
wad should we do. ? hmmm ..

yessah ! second LoveGetty. boyf's gonna zao bo lang liaos. he just dun like it. LOL . and for all ii care. i'm gonna add one more to our collection . lalalas ~
and of cos more to come in every half a year comes. awwww ~~
alright ! gotta get my hands back to work .
i'll see you guys around.
p/s , no pictures. =(
labels : im cant even compare to that stupid bolster , huh ?

I want your love @ 1:38 PM
Friday, March 12, 2010
weekends, again ! =D


Its my Girls' night today, budd not late night.
decided to go for a swim tmr morning.
hopefully i'll be able to wake up early in th morning.
Ubi next for my driving thingy .
meeting boyf after that then to M'sia ! *yay*
i'll be updating when ii come back .
hopefully have photos ! *roars*

labels : ii hope it will be th same after years .

I want your love @ 2:08 PM
Wednesday, March 10, 2010


successfully talk it out for Saturday's issue.
and ii need some peace, after this.
still in office. with nobody looking.
i'm not going dating tonight. 'cos boyf's tired. tsk tsk !
went to Downtown for Movie, Being Human, with Boyf and Mr.A.H . lalalas ~
rate : 3.5 stars for that movie.
thou it teaches some manners and some important stuffs that teenagers ought to learn, budd ii just feel that th effect is not there. (towards th end part)
Bud, as usual , th laughing part is superb !
catch that movie, with you bringing your brain, together with your heart.
alright ! gonna have some chilling session with peeps later on .
i'll see you guys around.

labels : ii know that you knew.

I want your love @ 6:53 PM
Monday, March 08, 2010
summarise entry .


Alright ! i'll get my blogskin done asap , stop nagging !
CNY's over , for good. cos boyf's back.
sway sway year for gambling, lost all my ang bao money ! how sad .
work work and work . at least not so bad here.
time passes fast enuf, a bit too fast .
Random , pardon me (lahhs)
Dylan.T's birthday as well as Ms.Tay's , had fun, as usual .
Drinking with clicks here and there during CNY.
Seesha with th lil ones. (oh, that's when boyf's back.)


Problems many many arhhs ! (quoted from boyf)
YESYESYES ! Problems, financial wise. at home.
and gradually affecting me as well. *pissed*
that explains why driving lesson had stopped for me,
Dancing and travelling plans got postponed. *freaking pissed*

its March alr. that's why ii say time's passing too fast.
so looking forward to April , end of April .
(not becos Serene.C's birthday & Labour Day's in May lahhs)
cos it marks a meaningful day for Boyf&ii . (L)

Training's on on this coming Sat, I dun care .
cos I want to go Malaysia with Boyf no matter wad.
I'm giving myself a break from Work, House, and those stupid issues which doesnt concern me !
Dun talk bout responsibilities or waad shit to me.
Tell me bout it when Someone need th whole family to clean his ass !
Thus, I need DESERVE a break.
I'm not young , bud i'm not that old to be handling all these at a time. OKAY ?!

&& ii promised not to leave this blog rotting again. =D

labels : Touched by th fact that you're mine.

I want your love @ 12:40 PM

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