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Thursday, July 31, 2008
when somebodyy cant even say wadd's on her mindd,, its really terrible. GOD DAMN IT! ghost festival startingg todayy,, ii gotta double up security. by,, going home as early as possible. askingg whoever is with me to sendd me home after 10. wahahas. sometimes ii really feel like.... ROARRRRRRRRRRRRR~ tmr is friday lo. my holiday. lalalas. hahas. probably going to pasir ris on saturday. haii. nothingg to blogg about actually. jus wanna vent my anger. cos ii no longer how to andd wadd to sayy. i'm gonna fcuk all those lame ;; stupidd ;; andd not uncontrollable stuffs in my life. && ii mean OUT OF MY LIFE! ROAR~~~~  didnt go school todayy. met up with boyfriendd ,, lingg andd bao for lunch and slackingg session. will be going to school tmr. dun worry. wahahas. after dat,, probably will be meetingg up with boyfriendd. YAY!! i'll kiip uu peeps update. nights dey!ii love my new handphone can? wahahas. workingg hardd andd ii'm gonna be who ii wanna be. to th folks out there : either uu love me for who am ii ;; or leave my world~ I want your love @ 11:04 PM
Wednesday, July 30, 2008
well,, nt able to go ah ling's house dat day cos i'm sick. hahas. andd i'm nt fully recovered yet. today suppose to have my nafa test. budd ii have got 3 weeks of mc for nt havingg any physical trainingg. hahas. its jus dat serious. so,, jus went to school for my MTP retest. hopefully i'll be able to pass. hahas. life's so boringg. ii jus foundd out dat, dat's really not much things to hold on to my life. i'm glad dat i'm always keepingg myself cheerful andd optimistic. or else,, ii wont be able to live till denn,, ii guess. wahahas. until now,, ii seriously dunno wadd ii wann in my life. not even going thru so much things. if ii have my family of my own now. would it be better? th fault probably lies on ... i'm still young. boyfriend went MIA. dun really feel good. jus nothingg better to do. rather blogg than sittingg there,, waitingg for his call mahhs. human are all th same. sometimes,, they jus need some time to cool down. hai.. ii hope this wont be a wrong choice. somehow,, there are still some thinggs i've done whereby ii know i'll regret for th rest of my life. andd this gonna be kept deep in my heart. labels: sapphire~ I want your love @ 11:20 PM
Saturday, July 26, 2008
yue ai yue nan guo feelingg so down down down... lookingg at those past entries andd start my emo session again. its like so stupid of me. wont be going out today. sick again. ii gotta kill th snake before it kill me. hai. th worst year in my life... unhappy thinggs happeningg one after another,, to me. my new phone failed on me andd ii gotta bring it to repair for like so many times lahhs. usingg some kuku phone with kuku ringtone is really terrible. ii wonder whenn it's gonna stop. how ii wish ii can stop time....ii really cant lie to myself anymore. he really affect my life,, alot alot. ii gotta say sorry to th one who love me. ii never tot we would walk to this point. && ii gotta keep all those memories in me. 非要等到爱远走 分两头 才知道多舍不你走 留在午夜梦回醉 掏了心 伤心对自己说 非要等到爱远 走分两头 才知道谁都怕寂寞 一直有句话要说 你是我 今生今世的守候 well,, tmr will going to ah ling house again. her ah ma's birthday. hahas. boyfriend's sick. down with fever and cough. hope he'll recover soon. so,, can faster go work liaos. alright. going to watch my dvd liaos. signing off. 忘不了你的我 labels:i'm sorry! I want your love @ 4:24 PM
Monday, July 21, 2008
ii never knew ii can be so stupidd myself. well,, i'm always tellingg my friends to think properly before doing anythingg,, be brave to go after wadd uu wann. andd true enuff. this is th lesson ii always teach budd never learn myself. somehow,, nobody gonna understandd,, andd dat's th reason whyy ii have been keepingg to myself. whyy am ii lockingg myself up in th world where only footprints are left behindd? i'm lost again? HAI.. budd its all too late... ii foundd out dat ii no longer know how to express myself cos i'm afraid of being hurt. ii no longer know how to love cos i'm afraid i'll be left with nothingg once again. andd somehow ii know dat ii gotta concentrate on whr i'm headingg. andd ii hope dat's a day ii foundd my answer to my big question mark. since everythingg have comes to an endd,, i'll give my full blessingg. denn again,, ii won th game by a bit bit. cos ii got wadd ii wann, not for myself though. one dayy,, i'll proof dat i'm happy. well,, went for supper on friday night with my khakis. andd panda's house for steamboat andd majongg session with boyfriend andd xuemeii. will be going to vanessa's birthday party tmr eveningg.    going for dinner soon. andd my cough is getting worse. ROAR! bye folks. (: I want your love @ 6:59 PM
Wednesday, July 16, 2008
well. ii forget wadd ii have been doing these few days. && our 1 month is over. budd so? hahas. its only th first month. andd ii hope there will be a longg wayy to go. this 1 month is never smooth andd ii dunno whyy. its true dat i'm a spoilt brat. budd ii really dunn see a point to tolerate some attitude where i'll never ever like. do uu guys thinkk ii really like to quarrel dat much. andd seriously,, i'm gettingg tiredd. tiredd of those arguments, unsatisfaction andd stuffs. wadd's th point of sacrificingg my time in this type of shit.? its always like dat in th past,, isnt it? sacrificingg everyth like time,, money,, effort,, just to continue those fuckingg relationships. andd wadd ii got in th end? ALL SHIT! ii did talk to friends before andd find out dat is not my expectations too high,, its jus dat those guys are too low standard. ii jus feel dat women are much stronger in handling relationship andd stress. how ii wishh ii can say goodbye to all th weaklings! alright. stop all th complainingg andd stuffs. anywayy,, went to watch "Red Cliff" andd "HellBoy" last week. not badd not badd. hahas. tmr will be going to downtown to run some errands andd to century square derr Nokia care to see wad's wrong with my new phone. (: alright,, gonna sign off liaos.  random pics last week. (: && thus ii hope dat thinggs are still th same,, hoping they'll never change...
 && last of all,, gotta say "get well soon" to xuemei,, cos she's sick. hahas. x3
night folks.! I want your love @ 11:56 PM
Thursday, July 10, 2008
backk! hahas. didnt went to class from tuesday till now. probably have been playingg too much duringg th holidayys. so ii thinkk ii better settle down cos exams are near. forgotten whr ii've been. budd went to Jurongg swimming complex on Sunday, den went to catch a movie at AMK HUB.     random pics at Sumo House before movie. (:     finally got th pics from geraldine taken on baby's birthday. ii thinkk he's gonna scream like an old man whenn he see his pics up there. so,, ii better keep it. (: right right. dun really have much thinggs to talk about. i've forgotten how to write long long entry as well. && i'll try to update everyday. ( ii only said "try~" ) . hahas.  miles and miles of empty space in between us a telephone can't take the place of your smile please remember how ii feel about you ii could never really live without you with loads of love ;; since 4teen0six0eight I want your love @ 11:05 PM
Wednesday, July 09, 2008
okay.. ii knw ii have nt been updatingg. cos i'm nt at home recently. th only time i'm home is sleepingg. hahas. i'll be updatingg tmr,, with loads of pics. cos i'm nt going anywhere tmr except for school andd hair salon. (:  ii miss her too. ): I want your love @ 10:00 PM
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