You and Me,

                                     caught in th Bad Romance 

Tuesday, September 29, 2009


tell me im th stupidest of all .
drink ; drank ; drunk ; cry ; cried
but ii cant get to sleep still.
hahaha ~
IM A BLOODY FOOL!
labels : 0237H , damn it!

I want your love @ 2:37 AM
Monday, September 28, 2009


work's tiring today. VERY!
time check : 2154 h
no appetite for dinner, decided to skip.
home after work, lie on th big queen size bed, jus like boyfriend's. shagg!

ii walked so slowly to prevent my tears to roll down accidentally. then, to realised its actually flowing inside.

th no answer call : was to tell you that i'll be your good girl today, wont be going out.
second call : was purely jus to disturb you, telling you im knocking off and will be heading home.

nothing's wrong.
im wrong, to always call at th wrong time.

trying to finish up th bottle of wine and have a good rest.
darlin' , pls reach home safely, for me. (:
labels : 我希望你会是地球上最后一个说不了解我的人
& ii miss darlin' badly.

I want your love @ 9:53 PM
Saturday, September 26, 2009


oh. im just too free at th moment. boyfriend's dota-ing! hahas. shant disturb him.
andd ii got a super BIG problem now. yes, RIGHT NOW!
im feeling super duper wuper HUNGRY~!
tsk. irritated. even mama and papa dun let me go hungry til this extend.
okay. ii shall talk some more to divert my attention.
k-session with sasa, weiwei on wed, besides fun, its still fun! i've never stop laughing with them. home quite early though. there'll be another coming up for my birthday celebration, soon. together with cheryl this time, hopefully. ~
ii guess it would be total madness that day. weets! im so looking forward to it lahhs.
met up with gary ah di, xian korkor for dinner, th Finger Licking Good always make my day, LOL. waited for baobao to knock off. home at aroundd 11.
as usual, saturday! tell me wad makes weekend complete without boyfriend? *grinning*
breakfast tmr with relatives before meeting boyfriend. kway chup for breakfast ~
tell me that papa loves me. hahas. think th world knows ii love that.
okay. gotta go, ii practically hear my stomach GROWLING~
labels : hearts it, baby!

I want your love @ 7:05 PM
Tuesday, September 22, 2009


OMG! guess wad ?
miss yaya didnt wann to go out tonight just because ii feel like blogging.
cann anyone tell me wad's wrong with me ? probably just too tired from work and fun since last friday. and partly because there's some interesting show which ii dun wanna miss out. (:
longg weekend is th only time for me to rest , budd its never enuf .
cos th tot of boyfriendd, ii could just sacrifice my slp to catch a few more wink of him. awwww~~ ii know that sounds a bit mushy, or rather stupid. FOR ALL II CARE! BOO!~
alright , starting from my last update...

Power House on last wed, where ii decided to clubb all out. IT SUCKS!
some bitches acting like a bimbo~ and it soon agitate my nerves budd i've decided to stay cool. cos ii know if boyfriend were there, he would wan me to stay out of trouble.
they're so lucky that ii didnt drink much that night. BOO!
and there's a funny girl who stepped right into my foot in th dance floor.
ii was like, OUCH! it doesnt leave a blue black, budd a SKIN TEAR! another BOO!
went home after work on Thursday , cos ii knw ii need energy for th upcoming weekend. (:
dinner at boyfriend's place after work and left for movie later at night. that was th initial plan, haha! budd he sent me home after reaching .. what's that place?! (SHIT!)
forget it.
conclusion : no movie that attracts me, home sweet home~
went over to boyfriend's place for majong with zw's click.
okay~ ii sucks! budd ii still love it!
sunday, watch "My Lucky Star" DVD while boyfriend start to engross in DOTA, again.
off for a nap after watching for a hour or two or MORE! woke up to realise that we're so late for vin's birthday celebration. woke boyfriend up, prepare, and off we go.
th 2 BOOBOO! of th night.
1) ii nearly turn to th carpark after getting out of th lift, forgetting his parents drove to malaysia. turn around to realise he walk out to th main road. thus, ii "diao" myself and followed behind.
2) its either my night blindness getting worse or my foot is too small. it slip right thru th lil drainage th moment ii stepped down th pavement to get into th cab. th worse thing is, its th same foot which ii got stepped on wed night. (COMBO!)
boyfriend laughed as though there's no tomorrow. saying im super clumsy!
for all ii care, afterall he still gonna accept it. "diao" .
well, th moment we reached there, th situation is like , "WTF! and hahaha!"
WTF to th smashed cake on faces, walls and so on so forth.
HAHAHA to th jokers of his family.
overall, food's delicious! especially vin's ah ma's curry zap cai (curry,mixed,vege!) . ROFL!
more than half of th group went off for snooker and th rest,
including joe, guan, boyfriend and myself made our way to BQ while vin, accompanied by xuan, back home for a shower.
settled down in 7897. initially wanted to look for vin's frd budd bump into one of my secondary sch time clicks. okay~ th sound system sucks that night. so, went off after a few songs. shelly walked over and leave for raining. LOL. its th same anw..
reach home before 3, had a quick shower and slp. waking up at 10, knowing that its a public holiday, ii smiled stupidly to myself. hahas!
as usual, prepare, went out with parents and aunty, uncle for lunch at simpang bedok. sometimes , its just good that you spent some time with them, so that they wont nagg that much. especially th woman at home. uncle dropped me at th nearest station and off ii meet boyfriend, again. LOL! by th time ii reached there, his parents are already back from their trip. watched 4 shows , ii think, in a row.
nap a while, dinner and went out for Yoshinoya! tell me how to slim down?! budd th ____ bowl from Yoshinoya is my all time favourite lahhs.
walked aroundd and decided to head home. so we, oh! not me, budd boyfriendd drives slowly from town, passing thru th F1 racing track. knocking some general knowledge into my half empty brain, or rather, half full. LOL!
andd ii actually enjoy being that stupid at times. im turning into psychotic, ii guess.
home at 1015pm. watched ming zhong zhu ding, shower and off to bed, sadly. well, because i'll have to work th next day and wont be able to see boyfriend until Friday. time flies when you're having fun, how true ? crawl out of my bed ; yes, ii practically cccrrraaawwwlll ; and fall aslp again after shower when choosing for clothes. boyfriend just save my life by giving me a ring, randomly. cos he dun do that every morning. using my super fast speed to prepare everythingg and rush down for cousin's shun feng che.
and as usual. work work work. i've find it so meaningless already due to some issues. well, life still goes on. ii told boyfriend my aim for this week : finish ALL my P&L! ii dunno why, he just laughed upon hearing this. okay. gimme 5 mins again to get him out of my mindd.

got super pissed off after hearing some stuffs. im here trying to save your face, budd you're there trying to pull me down. F IT! oh, you should be glad that ii still bother to talk bout you. not trying to imply its somethingg you should celebrate about. alright, im gonna say it once and for all.
II HAD ENUF! ii can forgive, budd never forget. all those things that you guys say. yes, you're now classified with them. WELL DONE!
" we can jolly well live our life without you "
" we dun need you in our life "
" they're MY friends, not yours! "
this and that, for all ii care. Pls take note that ii dun treat friends like presents. a few of them DONT, as well.
im so so so sad to say, I'VE got had FCUKED FRIENDS!
okay. done with my ranting.
ii shant talk about wad happen last night with that old woman. ii shall listen to boyfriendd's advice , do wad i've always did.
ya ya ya! 5 mins' up again, ii know.
on a happier note,
- two more days to weekend again.
- 30th's next week.
- i'll be having fun on th upcoming event. (:
boyfriend, my wonderful magician who makes best love potion.
okay~ ii know i'm a bit affected by Harry Potter. LOL .
labels : his happily "angry" expression , hearts it!

I want your love @ 9:38 PM
Tuesday, September 15, 2009


okayokay! ii wanna make use of this 45 mins to finish up this post before watchingg ming zhong zhu ding, on tv. Though ii finish that already lahhs.
How ii wish ii can really multi task. blog, change blogskin, upload songs for my blogg, watch teevie, paint my nails, do mask at a same time. LOL . ii must be really crazy.~
ii jus browse thru that ms tan's blogg and saw a part which makes me laugh til i drop.
Quoted from her blogg :-
Xiaobai:*getting rdy to chg song*
Xiaogugu:NONONONNONONONO*beats hand*
Xiaogugu:Miss tan also like this song you know! its xia yi ge tian liang leh!
Xiaobai:orhkay lor.
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then the next song was "Wo Zhi Dao"
Me:SIA LAH I KNOW THIS SONG!
Xiaogugu:*laughs*
Me:eh,whats the name uh. ohohoh i know i know. *thinks* forget it, i forget liao.
Xiaobai:I know.
Me:Huh?
Xiaobai:I know , is the song name lah.
Me:OHHHHHH yahh.
xiaobai:*laughs* u like ur xiao gugu liddat
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that remind me of how we really laugh thru th day. Budd too many people like saying ms Tan andd ii getting more and more alike. as if ii can stop her from changing. LOL . and ii feel like asking them, be like me not good mehs?
pretty, cute, out-going, sociable, and blah blah blah. think ii gotta stop it. ii wanna vomit myself liaos. LOL .
budd another part which she says make me like " HUH? WTF ?! "
quoted from RTHS's blogg again :-
" its so cool xiaobai and xiaogugu are freaking close."
ii shall see how not close she would be with her boyfriend th next time. wahahas!
another random topic :
ii was telling boyfriend that ii suspect myself having mentally disorder soon. cos ii can be like damn happy this moment and super emo th next. jus take for example today.
i'm like working working working, den suddenly go blank and start to day dream. i shant go into details.
ii guess th problem lies on ... losing concentration. its either not enuf slp , or too many things on my mind. and th biggest problem is ... boyfriend!
he's a very good person for me to divert attention from everything, ii mean it, EVERYTHING!
well well well, enuf of him! ii should get him out of my mind for 5 minutes!
ii really feel like going out with ms Tan again lehs. probably after her PSLE lahhs. hopefully we gotta go Taiwan this year end. we shall psycho th adults .. weets!
ii think ii gotta really have to go and register for my basic theory lerr lahhs. irritating! tsk! like dragg for almost a year lerr siol.
hmmm .. haven been slpingg well these few days, how bad! ii cant even concentrate when slping. damn it! really have to save some energy for th upcoming long weekend. jus feel like spending some quality time with boyfriend.
arghhhhhhhhh, 5 minutes is up , ii guess. he pop up again~~ LOL .
gonna end here lerr lahhs. ming zhong zhu ding's starting.
oh ya! my super randomness last night during th conversation made baby stuck for a moment.
nights earthlings!
labels : smart ass! (:

I want your love @ 9:12 PM
Monday, September 14, 2009
babybaby~



ii can jus simply findd 3 reasons why th both of them are my love.
One, they're Scorpio.
Two, they love Red.
Third, Strawberry is one of their favourite.
Lastly, they love lil , cute things. (like me?)
LOL . okay. ii know th last one is a bit lame lahhs. Budd ... lalalas~
labels : 让爱换个季节再开花结果

I want your love @ 9:41 PM
Sunday, September 13, 2009
never again.


ii forgot when was th last time ii got myself really that drunk.
ii forgot how many times ii puked, jus remembered ii was crying so bitterly.
ii really gotta admit it now.
I SUCKS AT PROTECTING MYSELF!
fuck th "everything happens for a reason" .
will it be better if i've never stepped into your life.
hopefully not.
yet, if things are better that way, ii guess th last ii can ever do for you is to bringg everything back to th starting point. th point when we are not connected in any way.
perhaps ii gotta start paying more attention to everythingg than you.
FOCUS!!!!!
yesyesyes, ii still choose to keep them unspoken.
ii miss th days whr we really can say every and any thing honestly.
labels : th pain .

I want your love @ 9:25 PM
Thursday, September 10, 2009


your girl ; my love

have not been feeling good lately, or can ii say these few days.
its been so long since ii feel this way. th way that ii always hated.
just for that moment, ii tot whatever ii've done will jus go down th drain.
or maybe its already half gone, ii jus dun wish to knw.
for that very moment, ii jus feel like hiding in a corner and cry my heart out.
yes! its been years. ever since ii do that.
summoning my courage to say what's deep down.
prepared to face everything that comes. with or without you.
jus to let you knw me better. that's very risky though.
oh yes. that's th characteristic of a scorpio .
didnt wann to eleborate lahhs. nothing gonna helps.
ii jus wann you to remember wad makes my good bf.
labels : and you're th only one that knows it all.

I want your love @ 10:28 PM


woohoo~ continue from last night. suddenly go abit emo, den stop. lalalas~
science centre trip with my girls last sat.
my precious ;; my girl.

and when charmaine start to go a bit crazy. she do silly things.
and so do ii . took these two shoots sneakily when baby's not looking. if not he'll start to say "something" again. LOL . (yes no? dun laugh!)

&&& somehow mimi and ii love this shoot, in a way, its natural lahhs. (:
labels : hearts it!

I want your love @ 9:59 PM
Wednesday, September 09, 2009


there's s very random day whr we go marina , ii think , or plaza sing. ii really cant remember. walk pass this shop whr they holding a baby swimming competition. LOL . and this lil cutie here caught my attention. his smile is so lovely, isnt it ?
drinking session , including cam-whoring , of cos!


brother and ii . (:
ii will be meeting him up soon again.~

I want your love @ 10:28 PM


OMFGOMFG! dine~~~ ii love you lahhs. really works lehs. LOL . happy like shit. and im gonna mass update !!
dine's chalet on 21.08.2009 .
th two siao char bor! LOL . (for photo taking purpose only lahhs. (:

and they went to buy groceries, after that went back to th chalet for monopoly game while waiting for cat and ii. (:


she's always that happy whenever she sees "them"


andd th moment ii stepped in ... got punished for "late". kns!
alright alright! i'll let th nonsense pictures do th talking!



















star of th day : geraldine !
joker of th day : cat !
wahahas. thou its only a night, budd its full of fun and laughter! Thanks for making my tired day at work worth. (:

I want your love @ 8:46 PM

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