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Wednesday, July 28, 2010
This is Life ! mummy always tell me this, when you gain something, you gotta lose another. when you lose something, you eventually will gain another. (you de bi you shi ; you shi bi you de) i didnt believe . budd now, i do . put aside r/s , for sure . 'cos you can never have 2 partners at a time. or even a "too-close-frd" of different gender when you're attached. that's human . people like me, who always try to hold on to th mindset of win-win situation, will eventually fail. "BANG!" *back to square one* yes, before i carry one , FML ! people knows that Friends come and go . Indeed . Its always like that. factors like:- time ; characteristics ; common frds ; rumours ; different mindset and ways of handling of issues gonna affect everything ! mummy always complain that i've got too many group of friends, and i've got no time for th family. i feel so bad at times , then again , its really difficult . im gonna lose out someth, eventually. *back to square one, again* I've got a small group of girls and i always try my best to make time for them. hope they'll know. i miss mahjong with them, actually. (J.J.S) I've got another group of funky classmates, seldom in contact . probably most of them in N.S. hope they're looking forward for another gathering. i miss gng everywhere with them. (P.E.J.G.C.Y) I've got a group of older sist. not exactly group, bud only two . they're explainably awesome. as usual, meet up on occasions, busy with our own life and work. budd we always care. just lil action and word shows it all . I specially miss one of them, GHPS (& JLFB) I've got a group of frds, they love watching movies . LOL . never fail to bring me a smile thru simple and relaxing weekend outings. (A.S.R. etc) I've got working a few groups of working frds , all busy with work and personal life. Not that close actually. Budd they're good companion. (JY.W.S.D.D. etc) A new group of funky frds. no, they're th "stirring" group . gonna have more white hair soon . not becos they're smart in excel . budd smart in "stirring" each other. have to be fast in your reaction, if not, you gonna go home either with your hair standing up, or face turning BLACK ! LOL . (XW.W.EL.AG.JJ.RH. etc) I've got drinking frd, here and there . bad and good . (A-Z, name one) I've got a few group of frds, lost b'cos of relationship . I've got nothing to comment. I've got a group of frds . Always wanting to have a step nearer to them . Budd im always th last for them to reach me. I know they care , budd when th group gets together, i'll be lost. they're always in their world. I know nothing , budd only to listen how interesting their previous and previous gatherings were. and they never realised im actually struggling... (G.B.P.J) I've got a frd, girlf, a sist. who never give up on me , either will i . hard to come by. we seldom meet up thou , budd still in close contact thru calls and sms. this is wad technologies are for! I love her , and i know she do . Never treat her like a kid , thou she's younger than me . she never like it , just like me . Give us th minimal respect , talk to us like an adult. We'll know. Dun expect people to be calling you up just bcos you're older. THIS IS NONSENSE ! hang ard with children then . i dun need such frds, seriously . Im not pin-pointing anyone here right now . just in general . BUDD ! if you think you're like this towards frds , time for reflection . if not, you'll end up with Mr. Lonely. Anw , I've got a song specially for that particular special frd, NWW ! =D 一个像夏天一个像秋天 - 范玮琪 第一次见面看你不太顺眼 谁知道后来关系那么密切 我们一个像夏天一个像秋天 却总能把冬天变成了春天 你拖我离开一场爱的风雪 我背你逃出一次梦的断裂 遇见一个人然后 生命全改变 原来不是恋爱才有的情节 如果不是你 我不会相信 朋友比情人还死心塌地 就算我忙恋爱 把你冷冻结冰 你也不会恨我 只是骂我几句 如果不是你 我不会确定 朋友比情人更懂得倾听 我的弦外之音 我的有口无心 我离不开darling更离不开你 你了解我所有得意的东西 才常泼我冷水怕我忘形 你知道我所有丢脸的事情 却为我的美好形象保密 conclusion : if i cant catch up with th pace, im not going to be their burden . cry out loud, get it over and pick myself up again. MOVE ON! 'cos THIS IS LIFE ! pardon me for th emo-ness for this entry . its time to pour out whatever i wanna say . a lil issues recently makes me start to get th whole picture. its actually quite disappointing, budd relief at th same time. believing that One should always choose your path yourself. Not being a puppet, being understanding, being soft-hearted and being happy-go-lucky will be appreciated . Entry for my Chalet over th weekend will be updated soon . labels : th world would never revolve ard Anyone. I want your love @ 2:51 PM
Friday, July 23, 2010
TGIF ! OMFG ! Its Friday again ! and th best thing is, im not on this Sat ! Having a longgggg weekend this upcoming week . Well, I'll try to come back with photos, provided my that lil poor hello kitty cam works. If not, gonna come back empty handed again . Blog skin will be changed soon . Its time for a change ? I've changed my job, my hairstyle (cut a lil) , my size (slim down a lil) , my attention (towards career) and status . no more th soft-hearted yaya ! we shall see ~ labels : love me ? love me not ? I want your love @ 11:12 AM
Wednesday, July 21, 2010
Superman ! wakes me up every morning. makes sure i eat every single meal. makes sure im safe. makes sure i sleep in peace. makes sure i dont tired myself out. listens to my whining and complain, den makes my Laugh My Ass Off and forget everything im upset with. lends me a shoulder if i really need to cry. feels angry with th person who upset me. smiles when im super duper happy. never say "no" to wherever i wanna go to. tries to make whatever i say possible. makes me feel wanted. and he's forever just a call away . labels : hesmysuperman ! =D I want your love @ 3:46 PM
Monday, July 12, 2010
its done ! A perfectionist like me, always wants/loves a win-win situation. Bud, Love failed me. It makes me realised that its almost impossible. Th sudden pain thru th last hug. && my Greatest and Last Love is setting you free and NEVER be selfish. labels : i need jellies. I want your love @ 2:26 PM
Sunday, July 11, 2010
it makes a difference You never knew how painful is it for me to come up with this decision. I really hope that your choice wouldnt be the alternative. 'cos I dun want to be hurting each other further. I seriously, honestly dont want to make it up to me, and I dont see a need to. I'm drained. Can you people just gimme a break . labels : once bitten twice shy ; twice bitten NEVER try. I want your love @ 12:19 PM
Thursday, July 08, 2010
WHAT IS THIS ?! I digested EVERY SINGLE THING ! and now you treat it as NOTHING happens. I hope that you'll make a good choice. labels : you've already lost me. I want your love @ 10:17 PM
Sunday, July 04, 2010
is just another one Logically, yes ! I'll be better off without you . Bud you never know how much I didnt want to let you go. You've forgotten how hard I've tried. Your "take care" hurts me most, today . labels : youneverknew. I want your love @ 10:26 PM
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