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Thursday, August 13, 2009
th mask... A conversation goes like this... **** : I think I still know you better than your current bf. yaya : Hahas. Why say so? Human changes know? **** : Silly. Your taste in food and fashion may change, but never in the heart. I believe if I ever wanted to, it'll only take me a day to recover such information. =D yaya : Hahas. Cool. I choose to keep my comments to myself **** : Why? Tell me. yaya : What why? **** : Why you choose to keep your comments to yourself? yaya : Cos I've never wanted people to know me ever since th day I shut my doors. Its really been years. (to think back) **** : Even me? yaya : Yeah. Including you. **** : I'm surprised you actually think that it's working yaya : Why not? I think it's working pretty well. **** : Alright, if you wish to think that way, I'll play along and let you feel that I don't know you. You'll probably want me to prove what I said, but forget it. Lol. yaya : I'm not. I'm jus trying to say that I dun even know myself at time. How sad. **** : Hmm. Actually it's probably because you're not yourself. In that sense, perhaps. yaya : ..... Somehow I agree. **** : It's true. Perhaps in a way, you're putting on a mask. So when you say you don't know yourself, you don't know that mask, because it's like learning a script. yaya : Dunno lahhs. Drop th topic. I'm really trying very hard already. **** : What what. Tell you what, open up more the real you. And you'll find what you're looking for. Wait... You are trying right =.= yaya : The problem is, I dunno whether I'm, trying to show the real me, or trying to accept th "mask" . Damn it! **** : I mean, you ARE actually searching right. Let them accept th real you. Only that way will you ever be able to find that very feeling. somehow. ii feel sad whenever im touching on this issue. things jus not going th right way at times. no matter how hard ii try, no matter how much effort ii put in, i'm always come back to th same point in th end, jus like walking in a circle, roundd and roundd ... ... ii jus wish that ii cann be myself. labels : take off! I want your love @ 10:27 PM
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