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Thursday, October 30, 2008
feelingg so lost.. dunno wadd to do.. too many thinggs to handle andd to stress about. its a BIG BIG phobia whereby ii dunno how to overcome until now. disappointment is wadd i've got again and again since den. andd sadly, ii already took half a year and still countingg on, to recover.. feelingg so terrible. probably put in too much hope, effort andd time in th relationship. i'm not angry about it anymore, cos ii've forgiven him long time ago. on th other handd, ii no longer knw how to love him as well. ii knw dat you wont hurt me anymore. budd ii jus need time to be mentally and physically preparedd.. alot of "wadd if this wadd if dat" twirlingg aroundd my mindd... ii lost my wayy again. to you, to myself andd to my blissful future dat we've always been talkingg about. && baby, ii really love you still. ii hope you'll understandd. I want your love @ 7:50 PM
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