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Thursday, October 30, 2008
feelingg so lost.. dunno wadd to do.. too many thinggs to handle andd to stress about. its a BIG BIG phobia whereby ii dunno how to overcome until now. disappointment is wadd i've got again and again since den. andd sadly, ii already took half a year and still countingg on, to recover.. feelingg so terrible. probably put in too much hope, effort andd time in th relationship. i'm not angry about it anymore, cos ii've forgiven him long time ago. on th other handd, ii no longer knw how to love him as well. ii knw dat you wont hurt me anymore. budd ii jus need time to be mentally and physically preparedd.. alot of "wadd if this wadd if dat" twirlingg aroundd my mindd... ii lost my wayy again. to you, to myself andd to my blissful future dat we've always been talkingg about. && baby, ii really love you still. ii hope you'll understandd. I want your love @ 7:50 PM
Wednesday, October 29, 2008
alright! whatever it is. i'm nt gonna makingg this blogg private. so many people like askingg lahs? very mafan lahhs.! whoever wanna say whatever. for all ii care.~ cos this is my blogg. i'm gonna say whatever ii wann here. done! I want your love @ 7:35 PM
alright! on mc today again. ii didnt absence for work intentionally. cos daboy didnt tell me dat he's nt workingg today andd so, by th time ii prepare everythingg. ii gotta cabb to work?! whereby ii thinkk its nt worth it also lahhs. cos there's nothingg to do over there these few days. andd i'm really down with bad bad flu andd cough cann? went to Jolene's chalet to celebrate her 21st birthdayy. ii didnt take pics cos my phone low batt. so, all th pics were with dine , obviously. okay.. nothingg to much to say lahhs. cos its still early in th morningg , my brain wont be workingg dat well. going to take my MC later. denn peii qin go home. andd we shall plan our day later. will be going to catch 'th coffin' this weekend.. (: missingg those times... with you.. I want your love @ 9:04 AM
Monday, October 27, 2008
still as busyy as before. hahas. have been workingg, dinner, home, andd slp. anywayy, sorry peeps! i've changedd my blogg to private. sorry for th inconvenience causedd. thanks to some busybody. hope can change back soon. maybe.. after some time. whenn some busybodies stop complainingg. irritatingg can?! didnt go whr to celebrate my 18th birthdayy. cause its a weekdayy. budd sis bought a cake for me. ii jus enjoy yimes with them.. budd, haiss. its nt all there lahhs. went to boat quay to celebrate their birthday. almost all my precious are there. did enjoy myself dat night. most importantly is, they enjoy themselves too. (: && thanks to everyone who remeberedd my birthday. went to bugis, suntec and MSQ with qin , daryl and 74482. caught a cute monkey with jus 4 bucks! weets! great improvement. hahas. jus take it a birthday present for myself. (: wamtedd to watch th coffin, budd only available during midnight. andd we missedd th 5 plus show. so, settledd with high school musical 3. damn nice can? must watch if you love music, and dancing. plus th story line is touchingg. ! LOL. after dat came back with qin to XG, andd nw bloggingg. he went drinkingg with josh. (: night folks! whyy do ii realisedd everythingg until now. realised dat ii love you so much still ;; realised dat ii cant let go of you after so longg ;; realised dat nobody gonna replace you ;; realised dat ii'm willingg to accept everythingg of yours ;; realised dat you're my life, my everythingg. && ii learn all these above when my heart beats faster && feel th pain when ii think of you && my tears still ........... -[[ 4.5683.968 ]]- I want your love @ 12:15 AM
Saturday, October 18, 2008
TAGGED BY GERALDINE HAN! LOL. 1. DO YOU HAVE SECRETS? - too many to mention. 2. WOULD YOU FALL IN LOVE WITH A BOY YOUNGER THAN YOU? - yap. povided he's maturedd. 3. DO YOU ENJOY GOING TO SCHOOL? - not really, unless ii have super good khakis. 4. WHAT WOULD YOU DO WITH A BILLION DOLLARS? - clear all my debts and travel aroundd th world with my love ones. 5. WILL YOU FALL IN LOVE WITH YOUR BEST FRIENDS? - very hardd to say lehs. budd confirm wont say. 6. WHICH IS MORE BLESSED, LOVING SOMEONE OR BEING LOVED BY SOMEONE? - seriously is.. loving someone. you might think i'm crazyy. budd.. maybe there's somebody out there understandd. 7. LIST FIVE FAVOURITE MOVIE. - too many to mention. LOL. 8. IF TH PERSON YOU SECRETLY LIKE IS ALREADY ATTACHED, WHAT WOULD YOU DO? - if th girl is better,k denn give blessings lorr. if not, denn ask th girl to be careful. LOL. 9. IS THERE ANYTHING THAT HAS MADE YOU EXTREMELY HAPPY? - yes, past tense liao. (: 10. DO YOU HAVE ANY REGRETS? - yes. && one of them is th biggest one in my life. 11. HOW WOULD YOU SEE YOURSELF IN 10 YEARS' TIME? - no problem living without a guy. 12. WHO ARE CURRENTLY TH MOST IMPORTANT PEOPLE TO YOU? - i'm sure they knw who are they. (: 13. WHAT KIND OF PERSON DO YOU THINK TH PERSON THAT TAGGED YOU IS? - a worth my lifetime sis. she know her importance to me. (: 14. WOULD YOU RATHER BE SINGLE AND RICH OR MARRIED BUT POOR? - it doesnt matter to me. ii trust my fate. 15. WHAT IS YOUR FAVOURITE COLOUR? - pink, green, white, black, silver. 16. WOULD YOU GIVE ALL IN A RELATIONSHIP? - dat's depends on which guy. 17. IF YOU FALL IN LOVE WITH TWO PEOPLE SIMULTANEOUSLY, WHO WOULD YOU PICK? - none. dat means i'm nt ready for relationship yet. 18. WHAT ARE THE TOP FIVE COUNTRIES ON YOUR "TO-GO" LIST? - Taiwan, HongKong, Paris, Japan, Korea. 19. DO YOU PREFER BEING SINGLE OR HAVING A RELATIONSHIP? - doesnt matter, i'll live my life to th fullest. 20. FIVE PEOPLE I HAVE TAGGED? - qinyii, jieyingg, xuemeii, patricia, shirleyy I want your love @ 3:02 PM
Friday, October 17, 2008
hey hey! i'm back! weets! came to update my going-to-rot de blogg. LOL. its not i'm lazy. its jus dat,, I'M SO SO SO BUSY!! LOL. all th pics below is my evidence. (: on 10/10/08,, went out with them!! too many to mention. LOL. went to .. hmmm. Grandlink to meet up with qiang they all to play pool denn play audi. LOL. got one uncle outside th lan-shop so xia lan. its at night already , so th security there dunn really care. he was smokingg outside th shop, denn ii went out wanting to light my cig, denn he tell me. EH! HERE CANNT SMOKE!. ii was like WADD TH FUCK?! HE WAS BLOODY HOLDING A LIGHTED CIG , BUDD HE TELL ME CANNT SMOKE HERE. LOL. fine,, denn ii shall walk to th other end to smoke. roar!    th duck dance dat didi invent. LOL.   secondd pic ;; there's a kiss up there, if you're observant enuf. LOL.   && didi did this stupid pose.! LOL. x33s him~ andd on 11/10/08 ,, first time in my life time going sentosa with weiqin!! after knwing her for almost 6 years. LOL. andd all th camwhoringg starts!   didi seems like sitting on th mickey's ear hor? LOL. its at th harbour front there lahhs. find yourself. (:   th models-wanna-be! weets!   && we start th ah bu ne ne's trend.. LOL.         ii love all of them nahhs~!   did this tgt whenn we gonna end th sun-tanning trip! ;; our group photo!   fengzii ;; yaya~!   fengzii took another group photo himself. so pro seh! ;; th three dead people tanning! LOL.   andd when i'm tanning my back! fengzii did this. =p   th girls! ;; && we all love DIDI~!     ARGH! he beat my didi seh! roar! ;; and he look like he got 2 wives. LOL.   after bathingg. th two og them de photo-taking session while waiting for us. ;; andd now's our turn,, clean clean pic!   andd we saw PEACOCKS!! so cute cann? my two girls still feed them with our left-over potato chips! LOL. on th 12/10/08,, camwhoring again at princess mac.   adeline, yaya, kengyee, baolian. ;; andd all th girls. weets!   HEY! fengzii's bribing my didi! ;; didi's forever cute face, fengzii's forever di-siao-mode. andd weiqin's colour blind slipper! LOL. on th 13/10/08,, outingg with baolian, and didi to bugis. met up with fengzii after his interview. (:   mummy loves girl! ~     does he look like he's in th poster as well.? LOL. && th four of us took neoprints can? its been years since ii take love getty liaos. LOL. came back to bedok. slack with ahling they all. denn went to findd ah sa and qin! && th three of us sharedd a plate of cai fan! cos its late in th middle of th night. dun wann to be fat fat! so... LOL.   andd our eggies!! ;; fengzii ate 4 eggs can?! OMG! on th 14/10/08,, outingg with my precious classmates! weets! went to school for briefingg at 6 pm. andd out till... morningg!!   camwhoringg in th lecture!   eden drive all of us to chomp chomp in serangoon , ii thinkk. andd our dinner is.. seafood! went to densey hill,, ii thinkk. LOL. wantedd to eat ice-cream before leavingg. budd ... close liaos! went to vivo there de Henderson Waves, play poker. LMAO! aftr dat went to Yishun dam around 4.. && all th camwhoringg session starts!           went to prata house on that night also. LOL. for our supper. after yishun dam, drive all th way to east coast for sunrise. (:   after dat, wantedd to go dunno-where. budd.. ii surrender! ii really cannt tahan liaos. LOL. sleep till at night. denn woke up to have dinner and sleep again. LOL. on th 16/10/08, which is yesterday. went to bugis to findd fengzi, cos he's workingg there. met up with didi, jolyn and kengyee. went back to simei ite to pay my school fees. denn bringg jolyn and didi to cafe 1 to eat.   andd he's enjoyingg it. ;; at bugis, didi's lan jiao face. LOL.   another lan jiao's face. ;; fengzii playing with th face mask while working. BAD!   NEVER KISS DAO OKAY?! ;; andd they love me also nahhs. !   camwhoringg in bugis ;; && at home.! weets! meetingg weiqin,, kengyee,, didi,, jolyn andd dunno whoever later. TGIF. ! startingg work next monday. andd 6 more days to my birthday. they're celebrating my birthday on this comingg sunday! going lalalas~~ TOPONE KTV!! && somebody's missingg from home for 4 days already. its th fifth day today,, i thinkk. haiss. you's like 18 already. andd you knw dat your exams are drawingg near. *loss for words* . dat's whyy sometimes, i'll choose to stick with my lil precious. cos they at least will learn from their mistakes. they'll comprehand. dunn get th wrong idea of , i'm th eldest so they'll listen to me. cos, i'm not th eldest after all. andd i'll still listen to them whenn i'm in th wrongg. this is wadd FRIENDS are for.! whenn money issue comes into friendship, there's nothingg much more to say already. budd wadd ii learn from my precious is.. sharingg a stick of cig among 5to6 people is also a blessingg.! && thanks to qinyii, she's really so SILLY! LOL. came all th way to bugis from jurong west jus to pass me my stuffs. love you tons! labels : ba0bEii yaya.is.blessed. with loads of love,, signingg off! x33s I want your love @ 12:58 PM
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