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Friday, April 18, 2008
love is like a playground,, sometimes its up, sometimes its down. no longer the one who knw uu well. & ii find it hard to knw wad's on your mind. hopefully ii still stand a place in your heart. budd yy are uu nt e one explaining stuffs to me? yy are uu nt e one there when ii need uu so much? yy uu left my question a blank where uu should its so important to me. haiss... && yy uu are u still so cold,, towards me? ii wanna knw wadd am ii to uu? its jus a habit of being together or ... are uu jus using this period of time to let go? so many so many questions in my mindd. feelingg so cold... making me so insecure... so no confidence in myself... i'm startingg to lose myself... suddenly feel so tiredd. & dunno of wadd too. whereby ii knw only uu cann bringg me out of darkness. ii hate myself for relyingg on uu. ii hate myself for pinning so much hope in this relationship. ii hate myself for nt treasuringg in the past. ii hate myself for beingg so youngg. most of all,, ii hate myself for falling so deep in love with uu... ... && dat's the reason yy ii didnt give up. budd now... ... ii really dunno how longg ii can hold on to. what hurts the most was... being so close,, having so much to say,, & watching you walk away... ... level of recovery ~~ 10% & ii miss uu saying " ii love uu" .. I want your love @ 3:31 PM
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