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Monday, April 21, 2008
我的心真的受伤了 after ventingg all my anger.. ii tot i'll be alright. budd yy do ii still miss him so? i'm so useless. still cryingg whenn ii saw a pair of mid-agedd couple walking their dog. yy do ii still look forward of that kind of sweet sweet life with him? yy didnt he even try to build it up again whenn ii fight for dat lil chance.? am ii so not lovable? or .. he think dat ii dun deserve his love? were feeling so sick these few days. so throughout the whole day,, were cyclingg from places to places. tot after some perspiration,, will feel better. andd yes ii did. budd still,, feeling so terrible. it makes me remind of the days where we're in pulau ubin and east coast park. ii smiledd & tears jus flow down my cheeks the very next moment. dat's yy ii say dat i'm useless.! && ii do this whe  nn they're slacking at the playgroundd. somehow,, memories kiip flashing back when i'm doing this stupid thing.. ii dunno how long ii need to forget him,, as well as recover from all these.. & nt allowing tears from flowing down because of him. he would never knw how badly i'm hurt. andd ii guess,, he wont bother. well,, ii dunn need him to knw aywayy. he didnt hear my heart shattering into bits and pieces. how could uu say uu love me? when uu were gonna leave me. how could uu make me hurt so bad.? i'm starting to hate myself for being so youngg. nt able to meet him up often after his tired day at work. is this part of the cause? if it is. denn sorry. its nt for me to choose. 我的爱是折下自己的翅膀 送给你飞翔... I want your love @ 4:02 PM
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