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Sunday, April 06, 2008
有多少爱能从来 ever put down ur ego and pride to stay ur love one? yeah, ii did dat,, last night. been cryingg since ii start blogging last night. went to meet up with rene&gang, criedd from 11 to 3 am plus. ied on bed from 4 until 9 am . tears jus cant stop rolling down. didnt wann to go online until he knocks off cos ii know it wont make a difference. ate bread at aroundd 6 plus in the morning. after dat ,, nothing. feeling so giddy , probably lack of water. alright! ii guess i'm going to say out wadd ii wanna say. whether he see this or not ... haiss! budd at least uu still bother to talk to me last night. & ii told uu dat ii really dun wann dat to happen. so,, no matter wadd ur answer will be tonight,, at least ii've tried. still, ii hope dat uu really did think it thru seriously. well,, there's still words left unspoken. i'm willing to do anything reasonable to salvage this relationship. even though i'm no longer standing at the first place in ur heart,, ii dun mind building up dat love&trust from a small corner. jus dun push me out of there. after reading dat msg,, ii looked up the sky with teary eyes. stars were so so so bright. wadd a sad day... budd its really beautiful. ii wonder did uu realised it? & it remind me of those days at pasir ris... lying down,, listening to songs,, watching at the starry sky... this song jus pop up in my mind. 天上一万颗星星我却只看见你 你说这是幸运 还是不可思议 ii really dunno wadd to do.. how should ii think to console myself? uu're now at somewhere near. budd no signs of wishing to see me. although ii know dat the chances of getting back together are slim. very very slim. budd whyy would ii wann to wait for miracle? or wait to get hurt again? jus b'cos ii know dat i'll be happy with uu only too many too many things to say. ii wishh..... 回到过去 想回到过去 试着让故事继续 至少不再让你离我而去 分散时间的注意 这次会抱得更紧 这样挽留不知 还来不来得及 memories ;; the days we always sit at the fountain... 死性不改 如我没有你的爱 我没法活得来 teared ;; regret 忘不了 为什么人总要等到失去才珍惜 我来不及想告诉你 要永远不分离 不想懂得 我愿意一秒钟放弃全宇宙 只在只有我们紧靠着的小星球 do uu know? 都是你 谁改变了我的世界 没有方向 没有日夜 我看着天这一刻在想你 是否会对我一样思念 你曾说我们有一个梦 等到那天我们来实现 想念的心装满的都是你 我的日记写满的都是你的名 tearedd ;; why why why? 我为什么还爱你 你的爱已不在 我为什么还在这发呆 是什么原因你狠心 把我丢在这里 if there's still a chance ... 我是你的天空 我要跟你手牵手 永远不回头 一起勇敢向前走 如果有什么波折 有我的胸口 紧紧贴在你左右 一直握着你的手 永远不回头 因为你是我的梦 永不放弃因为爱你 若你是星星 我是你的天空 i've no idea when uu stop loving me. probably since the day uu last say "ii love you" which ii've forgotten... its been so longg. its already 9 sharp. i'm getting to be afraid. afraid of... ii can almost feel myself tearing apart. hear my heart shattering into pieces... I want your love @ 12:10 PM
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