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Wednesday, August 01, 2007
haiss~! ii got alot alot to sayy.. budd where shouldd ii start..? i'm super troubledd these few days.. andd somehow,, ii duno who to talk to.. or cann ii sayy,, ii dunn wann anyone to be affected by me as well.. firstly,, studies.. suddenly lost in directions.. thinkingg of quit school andd start a full time job.. budd ii'm still not very sure yet.. i'm afraid dat my parents wont allow.. gettingg a Higher Nitec cert in Logistics oso cant get me too far.. haiss.. budd gettingg a Dip in Logistics still needs alot of time.. like 4 to 5 more years.. i'm afraid dat... ... SIGH~ whyy am ii only 17? work? haiss! dunn mention lerr.. so tiringg.. denn got only less than 500 this month.. OMG! dat's whyy ii sayy,, dunn wanna mention~~ lalalas~ this comingg sundayy will be going out in the eveningg without him.. SIGH~ ii know he's not very happy with it.. not in a way dat he dunn wann me to go out with friendds.. cos he wanna see me lahhs..! budd lucky the followingg Thursday is a public holiday.. at least still cann peii him.. budd ii'm still very troubledd over whether to go or not.. ii jus wanna go there most importantly is to celebrate Antony's birthday.. cos he've helped me alot alot in my studies, somehow.. plus he's my friend since secondary 1.. secondly,, ii wanna go know some "useful" friendds.. to see whether have any lobang for good jobs or not.. maybe it'll help someway in my future next time.. budd my future? HAISS!~ ii realisedd dat i'm behavingg strangely these few days.. ii cann smile and laugh happily one moment andd cry the next.. i'm sure its bcos of these factors bahhs.. plus kiip having weird dreams.. OMG!~ i'm like going crazy lahhs..! ii really hate the feelingg of beingg alone.. budd sometimes,, whenn friendds ask me to go out.. ii rejectedd andd rather be alone! OMG! ii thinkk i'm really crazy.. jus now went to browse thru his testimonials in his friendster profile after addingg a comment.. suddenly feel like deletingg ALL my comments to him.. LOOK! dat's whyy ii sayy i'm mad!! denn as for my relationship,, ii didnt wann to talk much abt it.. cos it seems to be affectedd by those stupidd stuffs above.. of cos not physically,, budd mentally.. ii'm serious..! sometimes,, ii woke up andd see him slpingg beside me (whenn he's still slpingg like a logg) =x ii somehow wishh dat we will stay like dat forever.. andd ii mean it.. budd there's a day where he really break my fragile heart,, ACCIDENTALLY! andd ii know he's innocent! ha..~ will things be different if ii know him before she does? ............................ lookingg at the timer in my blogg,, ii realisedd dat time really flies.. we've been together for 4 months plus lerr.. andd ii know we still a longg longg way to go.. ii really wanna spendd my every minute with him.. T.T HAISS~ budd somethingg ii know,, which cann calm my disturbedd feelinggs.. we're going very smoothly in some ways.. its hardd to explain.. ii jus cann feel it in me! =) alright! let not talk abt unhappy stuffs.. reachedd home at aroundd 3 plus todayy.. andd darlingg reachedd home before me! GRR! we were chattingg before ii went to have my bath.. budd endd up he fell aslp.. ii duno is before he bathe or after.. smelly fellow! LOL~ hao ler hao ler.. ii going help mama to cook.. see uu guys! ~如果有一天我离开你,, 记得,, 问题并不是在于你~ I want your love @ 8:48 AM
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