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Saturday, October 31, 2009
just updating!
LOL . back!
just a short one. woke up quite early to settle my phone thingy, and boyfriend says th car rental thingy cock up. ROAR!
nvm, ii've settled!
initally , wanted to go back to slp, budd look for th car thingy til NOW! *yawns*
finally, saturday!
and so, im going out with boyfriend! weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeets!
and im going to cam-whore today .
'cos i've just realised, there's not much photo of boyfriend and ii. *ANGRY*
Mr Bai ; Beware~~ hohohoh!
will be going loads and loads of places today~ weets!
ii love weekends!
signing off ,,
STUPID SINGTEL!
quoted from RTHS 's blogg :-
labels : there's no expiry date in love. (:


12:06 PM
&& your love is all ii ever need


Wednesday, October 28, 2009
its all worth it 'cos of you
God never said life would be easy.
He just promised it would be worth it.

Looking thru all th post one by one ; word by word ,
ii feel myself so silly in th past.
now then ii realised loving a person, is not only wad you feel, wad you wan, or whatsoever.
Is wad you are when you're with him.


Lots of people wants to ride th limo with me ;
But what ii wann is
someone taking bus with me
when th limo breaks down .

labels : its you baby ; hearts it !


10:43 PM
&& your love is all ii ever need


Tuesday, October 27, 2009
alright! its open now.
a few friends called to ask why is my blogg private.
ii private it due to some error in my skin.
too tired to figure out last night, hahas!
guess this post wont be as long as th previous one.
caught some filming action this morning at my work place, th building itself.
I think I heard Jack Neo 's voice as th director.
Saw Mark Lee as well, we came to have direct eye contact.
I dun remember him so tall th last time when ii took picture with him, that was like when im 10 years old.
Probably he's wearing some higher shoes. LOL .
(some random pictures will be post tmr.)

Was telling mum that Boyfriend will be going US next year or th year after next.
She didnt gimme a straight, "NO!" this time when ii try to hint her that ii feel like going as well. lalalas~
we'll see how it goes lahhs. still a long way.
Budd, ii really feel like going on a holiday .
Even if you ask me to go Bali, like now ? I'm also willing to.
Anw that's one of th place in my list. =D

Few more days to pay-day .
FastFastFast ! I'm super broke! ROAR~

Told Boyfriend that ii feel like bringing mum, dad and aunt to Tiong Bahru for LorMee this Sat.
His attitude was slightly more positive this time. =p
Hopefully , will be able to cos its really time to do somethingg or even spend quality time with them before its too late. (choy choy!)
In addition , mum and aunt love LorMee. wahahas~

Oh, ii just got my new and first namecard today, not suppose to be so late, budd Vietnam office just got settle down with th new place , that explains.
Exchanged with collegues, and Im not giving to anyone until ii give it to Boyfriend. Hohoho~
and yes ! gave it to him almost th moment ii saw him just now.

Mission to accomplish this week :-
Get shoes and dress ready for MsTay's wedd.
Nails done.
Recover from my Ah Gua's voice. hahaha .
&& Study for BTT !
&&& Tell Boyfriend that he's loved. =D

Think ii should be going.
Promised to slp before 12 am.
Time check : 11.55 am
Bye folks, I see you guys ardd. ~

Boyfriend need massage. Bud Im not with him, TSK !

P/S : I've got a stupid budd meaningful question for Boyfriend.

Labels : Feelings deep within , hearts it, honey ! 48hours and 2mins


11:34 PM
&& your love is all ii ever need


Monday, October 26, 2009
never enuf.
weets! blogskin change, oh! dun wryy , ii didnt get dumped .
Some realised that i'll always change skin when ii fall out of love. BOO!
You guys knw ii have got alot of things to share huh ?
smart smart.!
Tell me wad's th worse thing you've met so far, on your birthday ?
got dumped ?
got robbed ?
got too drunk to th entend of forgotten how you got home ?
Oh that's part of it.
Well , ii lost my voice , towards th end of that night and ii sounds like a ah gua now . Fxxx !
Too sexy to even sing .
Tsk ! Boyfriend laughed at me somemore! BAD !

Alright, whr did ii stop last post ?
did nothing much interesting on tues to thurs !
cept for some random stuffs.







and collegues celebrated my birthday on Thursday!
ordered Canadian Pizza, 2for1 , for lunch.
Hawaiian , and Beef Pepperonni.
As well as , a box of cheese stick that th customer service recommended.
Budd it doesnt tase nice.
I still prefer KFC ! hahahas~
They got me a mirror, and schedule book , dated Oct2009 , all th way till March2011.
1&half year. How good ?
Especially its one of my fav. th black, white and red version, th Classic!
Cookie and Cream Cake in th evening . Whr ii forbid them to sing birthday song. LOL .
hohoho~ went down to Tam with Qin and got boyfriend's belt "holed" .
LOL . sounds so wrong.
Basically , its too loose than ii tot when ii bought it. Opps!
went to eat a lil and home.
wanted to bus home initially, budd Qin's korkor drive over and send me home den they head to east coast.
On th way back, mei made me l.m.a.o !
her knowledge of majong really sucks!
ii wonder who taught her that.
Yaya : Feel like playing majong .
Weiwei : hmmm , im not good at it lehs.
Yaya : Slowly learn lors. den ii start to test her , on th simplest of all .
Yaya : Girl , wad's Xiao San Yuan ?
Weiwei : I know , th one round round wan ?
Yaya : *think* , ( oh ! she's talking about th tong zi, laughs! ) Tong zi ?
Weiwei : Ya ! *Faints*
and Samuel starts to laugh as well .
Weiwei : why you all laughing ?
Yaya : No lahhs, almost there, 3 yi tong , pong = Xiao San Yuan .
And no doubt, she really believe .
Then Samuel and I start to burst into laughter.
No wonder, she's my meimei. LOL .
I guess gotta train her already , though im not very good at it lahhs.
But at least, ii wont get cheated . =p
Boyfriend did somethingg which i'd least expect .
Th one and only birthday song i've got, and ever want to rmb this year.

Went to work as usual on Friday morning, replying all th birthday msges i've got thruout th night.
YES! Miss PPHT , You're th first one in th msg list. (:
and thanks to everyone, regardless with or without msg.
Just by remembering 23oct 's my birthday is enuf. LOL . !
Alright, knock off at 1pm, met up with meimei , bak kut teh for lunch, cabb to Ubi Driving Centre to enroll into sch.
Cabbed back home 'cos meimei urgently need to pee . LOL .
went to have shower after reformatting timedrive for boyfriend.
got changed while meimei's showering.
I swear ii almost messed up my whole closet. LOL .
didi came over at aroundd 5 plus, ii think .
As usual, Im late again.
Im supposed to be meeting ZhenWei at 7pm.
And I came out at 7.05pm . HOHOHO ~
Mei and ah di were nagging at me , saying ii take such a long time to get prepare.
Seriously, ii have no fcuking idea how cann ii take 3 hours to get ready. LOL .
Met up with th 11 people , most of them are th usual majong clicks.
So , not feeling awkward even though boyfriend's not there.
Partly, im sociable.
*faints* (skip th self-praising part)
Boyfriend and Guan pop out from dunno whr. =.=
dinner at Golden Cafe, which cost 200 over bucks which ii dun feel its worth it.
'Cos th food's not extremely delicious. (BOO~!)
While ZhenWei and ii were discussing which pub to go, boyfriend didnt give us a choice.
Asking me to bring them to 9bar, feeling a bit weird, and he still staying cool.
Tsk, irritated.
Acted as th tourguide , show them th way there and settled down.





As usual, Sing, Pool, Drink, Games, Cards, and Acting stupid.
oh, that's for me.
AND II WON TH BIRTHDAY BOY THAT NIGHT IN POOL~~ lalalalas~~
zw cut his cake bought by his clicks, and start th smashing cake session.
Well, th first person in my life who dare to smash cake on meon my face, BZW!
went to wash up and cut another cake , by boyfriend .
Its pretty obvious that th one coated with chocolate will never be mine.
friends starting to come one by one, filling up 4 tables in th end.
I saw 3 martels, a towel and a jar that night.
Total madness!
I got wasted at aroundd 1 plus, and was sent home .
Bud at least this is th first time boyfriend didnt see me crying when im tipsy.
Thus, it doesnt irritate him that much .
boyfriend sent me all th way to th doorstep.
still manage to take a quick shower though ii have no idea wad im doing already .
and K.O after which .
Mum told me ii was singing birthday song to myself in th shower with th ah gua voice.
Boyfriend says ii spurtted nonsense when walking to th car.
Whatever ~ ! Im just too happy. =p
Didnt have much of th hangover th next day , budd ZW did. hahahs.
cabbed over to Boyfriend's place , rest and went to chalet.




Jolene's at Coasta , Jacq's and Jas's at Downtown .
Walking to and fro . tirring eh!
Went to Jacq 's chalet in th end, after DaJie left around 11 plus.
Dun feel like staying there for long cos of some reason. lalalas~
Before that, brought Boyfriend to E-hub , cos think he only went to th k-box there, once.
Budd was too late, shops are all closed, cept for those entertainment.
Showed him th bigg bigg arcade.
Had a few games, my fav, Datona.
Nearly win him for th beginner one lahhs. TSK !
Den ii tried th Advanced one, DAMN IT!
ii cant even see th ass of his car.
Saw Jacq's daddy playing th sweet sweet game , with th last bar, he let his seat to me.
Which idiot wont continue ?

Use up 6 bucks to get my new kiki , as well as a big big bag of candies !
And yes! She got a new name as well . (:
Happily went over to Jacq's chalet, have some games , alcohol again. den home.
Slept at 5 plus 6 ? GOD!
woke up at 11 plus 12.

Random : Boyfriend and i got somethingg in common for roti prata, which we just found out.
went to shower and out for AjiSan at 2. too tiredd to walk around.
went back and rest again .
had dinner and boyfriend drives me home.

Random-ness 1 : Received a call last night , feel damn shitty. and ii feel like singing this ..
Oh fuck friend fuck friend , go away ~ oh goooo away ~ oh stayyyy away, from me ~~ hohoho~
im still a bit high now. whatever!

Random-ness 2 : Just realised boyfriendd and ii didnt leave each other over th weekend. not even a min . LOL . that explains why my weekend pass extremely fast, budd still worth th five4 and half working days.

Random-ness 3 : 4 more days to 6th month-sary,
6 more days to MsTay's wedd day. (Dress not settled yet)
14 more days to Boyfriend's birthday . *stressed*

Random-ness 4 : Reason why pics are so little. 'Cos ii realised i've put on weight.
Face getting rounder and more more more fats! ROAR!
and boyfriend agree on letting me to go on diet , budd not without food.
* Terms and Conditions apply * LOL .
Feel so wad lahhs. Always tot that ii wont put on weight derr.
Mum says ii "ho jak ho kun" .
Too tiredd for hulla-hoop after work. Supper with Boyfriend. wahahas.
That's explains. Most importantly, ii stop dancing 'cos of injuries, and somethingg happen in sec sch made me lose chances to continue.
Gradually, losing th stage that once belong to me...WAH! EMO!!~~ hahahas. i'll get back , ii swear !

alright! think that's enuf. Catch me around.! =D

labels :
you're just like a drug ;
making me high ,
addictive,
shivers without you,
never enuf !

P/S (twilight inspired) :
I love Boyfriend ; Boyfriend loves me ; ii know .



11:01 PM
&& your love is all ii ever need


Monday, October 19, 2009
met NJY on saturday at ps. and im late, as usual. (:
Fish market for late lunch and th country mushroom is nice. *thumbs up*


proceed to vivo , dinner, coffee bean to slack, cam-whoring, den proceed to powerhouse.!





andd somebody stepped on foot again, damn it. there's a girl, probably lesbian? took my number while we're dancing not on th dance floor, budd on th platform. LOL.
boyfriend came over to fetch me at aroundd 2 plus 3 back home.
met up with boyfriend on th following day. catch up a bit den home , again. sighh~
time's never enuf for me when im with you.
pls tell me iszit a good sign or bad sign..?
i'll update more tmr or th day after.
im feeling damn restless, unwell, mentally tired, NOW !
labels : no longer feel th importance of myself.


10:31 PM
&& your love is all ii ever need


pre celebration
back . pre celebration with my sis, on friday, 16th october.
went to clarke quay, A971 , a japanese cuisine for dinner.
cam-whoring, as usual while resting.




th total bill. LOL . consider quite reasonable already lo. LOL .
boat quay next, Speed Legend. (:






my dajie, erjie . weets!
Thanks for DineDaJie, Nick, JoleneErJie, Ivan, Yenny, Apple and Ben for my celebration. hahas.
Fun and laughter, budd not enuf to get me drunk. hahas.
somethingg that made me almost tear that night.
labels : speechless.


9:45 PM
&& your love is all ii ever need


Thursday, October 15, 2009
gimme no chance to rely on
alright. im here , folks!
a quick update alright?
and pls bear with th emo-ness in this entry.
went east coast with jacq and kat to bedok for dinner after work.
proceed to east coast to chill at cabana. its still nice as ever.
home for dinner on tuesday, too tiring.
wed, durian session with collegues ,
follwed by bedok prata nearby my house with shiwei,
a guy who made my primary sch days ... fun? meaningful? yeah. ha!
met up with jacq just now, walked around tam to get some errands done.
bought few stuffs. i'll update pics next time.
cos, yes! im not in that kinda mood, now !
from all th above, you knw that boyfriend's missing from mon to thurs.
and ya, most probably, this coming weekend as well.
ii know ii shouldnt be complaining.
hopefully, this will be th last.
GIMME NO CHANCE TO RELY ON, PLEASE!
( sigh sigh sigh~ )
yes, ii gotta get used to it ; be independent ; be whatever you can think of ;
*loss for words*
and no, whinning ; complaints ; simply, accept it!
accept that this is NOTHING!
well , im not in th right condition to blogg anymore.
labels : still, ii wanna be myself , th one whom you always love


11:10 PM
&& your love is all ii ever need


Saturday, October 10, 2009
lalalas~ boredd die me lahhs.
im super hungry, again.
drop by to update a bit bit.
boyfriend came to fetch me after work last night.
met up with Ms Tay and gang at Vivo, Serenity.
some spanish restaurant?
Food there doesnt taste good to me , as well as boyfriend.
Thus, didnt eat much. LOL .
off to Boiler Room, though ii dun like there lahhs.
its always so squeezy and th DJ(s) over there is forever playing some ah bu neh neh songs. hahas!
and ya, there's a ah pek in our group super ti-ko.
feel like slapping him in th face.
Was left with no choice den went over to entertain him.
Shant elaborate much.
Tsk! Irritated!
Budd besides th ah pek, at least boyfriend was there to keep me cool . (:
He just never fail to keep me on th right track.
home at aroundd 2 , after Ms Tay was too tipsy to continue.
Mission completed! cos we manage to got her drunk, too drunk! LOL.
weekend, as usual.
budd feeling kinda sad as boyfriend will be quite busy with his new job after this week ?
hopefully after next week, or next next week ... ...
budd he promised he'll try not to get his weekend burn, for me ? (:

oh. that Missy over there!
you underestimated me huh ?
though ii told boyfriend after wad you said, he just laugh off and didnt say anythingg about it , at all .
budd ii knw wad he meant.
Regardless you're a bitch, or son-of-a-bitch, for all ii care~
stop trying so hard to spoil my r/s . its useless.
unless ii see it with my own eyes.
even if ii got th chance to. im th one who will be hurt, NOT YOU!
so, mind your own business.
if you really wann to prove me wrong, why didnt you take a pic at that point of time ?
if you got th pic, ii dun mind you post it on th net and tell everybody my sweetest boyfriend ever cheated on me!
do ii make myself clear now?
well, wad ii've said all above doesnt mean ii hate you or somethingg.
maybe you're just being kind?
ii tot over th night , and came up with some possibility why you would say that.
1) you saw th wrong person ?
2) as wad boyfriend says, you're dislike me for some reason.
and last possibility, which is th worst one.
you were cheated once before and you think that every guy are like that.
ii guess you need to consult a doctor if is that so.

alright! im done with my complaints!
will be meeting up with dine and group next week. weets!
im signing off ~
enjoy your weekend , Earthlings!
labels : im all about you. and you know it. (:


7:27 PM
&& your love is all ii ever need


Monday, October 05, 2009
Dunno why am ii feeling so resless today.
Probably another Minday Blue.
Or perhaps, I'm not feeling that well.
Occasionally, i'll find work getting meaningless, which is not a good thing.
Especially for people like me, bud still, life still goes on.
Time and Money is never enuf.
Who doesnt want to lead a life whr you dun have to worry bout , MONEY!
Many want to work as and when they like, having unlimited flow of cash,buying dozen of stuffs that you need and want, without worrying how are you going to settle your next meal.
one, out of million?
Having an idea of starting a sideline, that was discussed between cheryl, sasa and ii that night.
Hopefully we'll be able to put words into action, soon.
we wanna be th one out of million! oh, is three out of million.! hohohoho~
*smack* stop th day-dreaming.~
I'll be contented if ii wouldnt have to keep worrying about my expenses for every last week of th month.
Having a lil savings at th end would be even better. (:
alright! stop th money thingy. Frustrating issue.!

Fifth month with boyfriend was short, simple, sweet.
Work ; Dinner ; met up with cheryl and sasa for a chat while boyfriend proceed to friend's chalet.
Home at 11 plus ; had shower and do some reading.
Fortunately, boyfriend's home early to save my beauty slp.
Was worried he'll fall aslp or whatever while driving home.
For th journey home from Pasir Ris is way too far, literally from one end to another.
Work as usual on Thursday. I cant remember a thing i've done.
Knock off almost on time on Friday, cos ii cant stand it any longer.
Having an headache around noon time , was hoping boyfriend to fetch me on time.
Boyfriend was caught in th stupid jam, so , ii trained to Plaza Singapura.
Listening to some music , hoping not to feel too tense up when meeting boyfriend.
While ii was on th way walking to th mall, passing by th bus-stop, facing th main road, i'm stopped by a loud scream.
Yes, I know its loud, cos my music was on max volume.
A feeder bus, no : 139 . Car plate of SBS208 x. Ran over a lady.
As a typical Singaporean, in addition of not in a rush of time. (:
I squeezed into th crowd, not forgetting im timid to look at a pool of blood, i hid behind an auntie.
Assuring that th lady is not dead, I straightened my back. LOL .
Few people pull her out from th road, under th bus. OMG!
Fortunately, she's only suffering from some bruises and ankle sprained.
Called boyfriend , told him wad's happening here and proceed to th mall for some shopping.
Bought some cosmetics , facial masks, including for boyfriend from Sasa and more more more.
Seats for movie were almost fully taken up after dinner, close to 9, if im not wrong.
boyfriend went down to th Laserflair fair , got some DVDs, for himself and me! (:
Off to Clarke quay to meet sasa and Cheryl up.
Car park were too full, still full after half an hour.
So, ii suggest to head home.
On th way home, I were talking non-stop about events for th following day.
Is either he cant be bothered , concentrating on driving,too used to th how ii can talk non-stopwhen im too excited ,or, too engrossed in th Andy Lau's concert.! Damn him.
Woke up , text boyfriend, not forgetting it was Mooncake festival that day, shower and get ready to start my our day.
Went to have my messy eyebrow plucked, Driving centre, (im late for th day anw, sad!) , ToaPayoh, to get boyfriend's slipper changed, fav Kway Cyup for lunch and off to town, ION.
Walked around and see Nothing! As what I told boyfriend that this new mall doesnt look like Singaporeans' paradise.
I still prefer, Cine , Hereen , HMV. hahahas, and not forgetting my fav, FarEast Plaza. BOO!
Soon, proceed to fetch th two lil ones, ah di and sasa , over to Qin's chalet.
Boyfriend went over to his friend's .
Getting along quite well with her Alibaba friends.
Most of them are friendly.
Partly cos i'm sociable. (:
Boyfriend came over at around 12 plus ?
went home, shower , and slp , like a log.! Seriously worn out after a day full of events.
OLD LIAOS OLD LIAOS!
woke up by boyfriend going to pee! roar!
went back to slp til 12.
had lunch, watched teebie, shower , off to JP with zw meeting his frds over there.
home at ard 6, still feeling tired.
nap a bit. dinner ; and boyfriend drive me home. den went on with his plans.
P.S / ii guess boyfriend will start shouting one day " Can you stop your kuku nonsense, for a min? " LOL .
ii cant stop disturbing boyfriend, worse still, im actually loving it!
P.S.S / browsing thru th msges last night makes me melt and fall for you all over again.
my crowned sweetest boyfriend ever never fail to make me smile, even after a fight.
labels : you make me shine like a star, hearts it!





8:44 PM
&& your love is all ii ever need


Tuesday, September 29, 2009
tell me im th stupidest of all .
drink ; drank ; drunk ; cry ; cried
but ii cant get to sleep still.
hahaha ~
IM A BLOODY FOOL!
labels : 0237H , damn it!


2:37 AM
&& your love is all ii ever need


Monday, September 28, 2009
work's tiring today. VERY!
time check : 2154 h
no appetite for dinner, decided to skip.
home after work, lie on th big queen size bed, jus like boyfriend's. shagg!

ii walked so slowly to prevent my tears to roll down accidentally. then, to realised its actually flowing inside.

th no answer call : was to tell you that i'll be your good girl today, wont be going out.
second call : was purely jus to disturb you, telling you im knocking off and will be heading home.

nothing's wrong.
im wrong, to always call at th wrong time.

trying to finish up th bottle of wine and have a good rest.
darlin' , pls reach home safely, for me. (:
labels : 我希望你会是地球上最后一个说不了解我的人
& ii miss darlin' badly.


9:53 PM
&& your love is all ii ever need


Saturday, September 26, 2009
oh. im just too free at th moment. boyfriend's dota-ing! hahas. shant disturb him.
andd ii got a super BIG problem now. yes, RIGHT NOW!
im feeling super duper wuper HUNGRY~!
tsk. irritated. even mama and papa dun let me go hungry til this extend.
okay. ii shall talk some more to divert my attention.
k-session with sasa, weiwei on wed, besides fun, its still fun! i've never stop laughing with them. home quite early though. there'll be another coming up for my birthday celebration, soon. together with cheryl this time, hopefully. ~
ii guess it would be total madness that day. weets! im so looking forward to it lahhs.
met up with gary ah di, xian korkor for dinner, th Finger Licking Good always make my day, LOL. waited for baobao to knock off. home at aroundd 11.
as usual, saturday! tell me wad makes weekend complete without boyfriend? *grinning*
breakfast tmr with relatives before meeting boyfriend. kway chup for breakfast ~
tell me that papa loves me. hahas. think th world knows ii love that.
okay. gotta go, ii practically hear my stomach GROWLING~
labels : hearts it, baby!


7:05 PM
&& your love is all ii ever need


Tuesday, September 22, 2009
OMG! guess wad ?
miss yaya didnt wann to go out tonight just because ii feel like blogging.
cann anyone tell me wad's wrong with me ? probably just too tired from work and fun since last friday. and partly because there's some interesting show which ii dun wanna miss out. (:
longg weekend is th only time for me to rest , budd its never enuf .
cos th tot of boyfriendd, ii could just sacrifice my slp to catch a few more wink of him. awwww~~ ii know that sounds a bit mushy, or rather stupid. FOR ALL II CARE! BOO!~
alright , starting from my last update...
Power House on last wed, where ii decided to clubb all out. IT SUCKS!
some bitches acting like a bimbo~ and it soon agitate my nerves budd i've decided to stay cool. cos ii know if boyfriend were there, he would wan me to stay out of trouble.
they're so lucky that ii didnt drink much that night. BOO!
and there's a funny girl who stepped right into my foot in th dance floor.
ii was like, OUCH! it doesnt leave a blue black, budd a SKIN TEAR! another BOO!
went home after work on Thursday , cos ii knw ii need energy for th upcoming weekend. (:
dinner at boyfriend's place after work and left for movie later at night. that was th initial plan, haha! budd he sent me home after reaching .. what's that place?! (SHIT!)
forget it.
conclusion : no movie that attracts me, home sweet home~
went over to boyfriend's place for majong with zw's click.
okay~ ii sucks! budd ii still love it!
sunday, watch "My Lucky Star" DVD while boyfriend start to engross in DOTA, again.
off for a nap after watching for a hour or two or MORE! woke up to realise that we're so late for vin's birthday celebration. woke boyfriend up, prepare, and off we go.
th 2 BOOBOO! of th night.
1) ii nearly turn to th carpark after getting out of th lift, forgetting his parents drove to malaysia. turn around to realise he walk out to th main road. thus, ii "diao" myself and followed behind.
2) its either my night blindness getting worse or my foot is too small. it slip right thru th lil drainage th moment ii stepped down th pavement to get into th cab. th worse thing is, its th same foot which ii got stepped on wed night. (COMBO!)
boyfriend laughed as though there's no tomorrow. saying im super clumsy!
for all ii care, afterall he still gonna accept it. "diao" .
well, th moment we reached there, th situation is like , "WTF! and hahaha!"
WTF to th smashed cake on faces, walls and so on so forth.
HAHAHA to th jokers of his family.
overall, food's delicious! especially vin's ah ma's curry zap cai (curry,mixed,vege!) . ROFL!
more than half of th group went off for snooker and th rest,
including joe, guan, boyfriend and myself made our way to BQ while vin, accompanied by xuan, back home for a shower.
settled down in 7897. initially wanted to look for vin's frd budd bump into one of my secondary sch time clicks. okay~ th sound system sucks that night. so, went off after a few songs. shelly walked over and leave for raining. LOL. its th same anw..
reach home before 3, had a quick shower and slp. waking up at 10, knowing that its a public holiday, ii smiled stupidly to myself. hahas!
as usual, prepare, went out with parents and aunty, uncle for lunch at simpang bedok. sometimes , its just good that you spent some time with them, so that they wont nagg that much. especially th woman at home. uncle dropped me at th nearest station and off ii meet boyfriend, again. LOL! by th time ii reached there, his parents are already back from their trip. watched 4 shows , ii think, in a row.
nap a while, dinner and went out for Yoshinoya! tell me how to slim down?! budd th ____ bowl from Yoshinoya is my all time favourite lahhs.
walked aroundd and decided to head home. so we, oh! not me, budd boyfriendd drives slowly from town, passing thru th F1 racing track. knocking some general knowledge into my half empty brain, or rather, half full. LOL!
andd ii actually enjoy being that stupid at times. im turning into psychotic, ii guess.
home at 1015pm. watched ming zhong zhu ding, shower and off to bed, sadly. well, because i'll have to work th next day and wont be able to see boyfriend until Friday. time flies when you're having fun, how true ? crawl out of my bed ; yes, ii practically cccrrraaawwwlll ; and fall aslp again after shower when choosing for clothes. boyfriend just save my life by giving me a ring, randomly. cos he dun do that every morning. using my super fast speed to prepare everythingg and rush down for cousin's shun feng che.
and as usual. work work work. i've find it so meaningless already due to some issues. well, life still goes on. ii told boyfriend my aim for this week : finish ALL my P&L! ii dunno why, he just laughed upon hearing this. okay. gimme 5 mins again to get him out of my mindd.

got super pissed off after hearing some stuffs. im here trying to save your face, budd you're there trying to pull me down. F IT! oh, you should be glad that ii still bother to talk bout you. not trying to imply its somethingg you should celebrate about. alright, im gonna say it once and for all.
II HAD ENUF! ii can forgive, budd never forget. all those things that you guys say. yes, you're now classified with them. WELL DONE!
" we can jolly well live our life without you "
" we dun need you in our life "
" they're MY friends, not yours! "
this and that, for all ii care. Pls take note that ii dun treat friends like presents. a few of them DONT, as well.
im so so so sad to say, I'VE got had FCUKED FRIENDS!
okay. done with my ranting.
ii shant talk about wad happen last night with that old woman. ii shall listen to boyfriendd's advice , do wad i've always did.
ya ya ya! 5 mins' up again, ii know.
on a happier note,
- two more days to weekend again.
- 30th's next week.
- i'll be having fun on th upcoming event. (:
boyfriend, my wonderful magician who makes best love potion.
okay~ ii know i'm a bit affected by Harry Potter. LOL .
labels : his happily "angry" expression , hearts it!


9:38 PM
&& your love is all ii ever need


Tuesday, September 15, 2009
okayokay! ii wanna make use of this 45 mins to finish up this post before watchingg ming zhong zhu ding, on tv. Though ii finish that already lahhs.
How ii wish ii can really multi task. blog, change blogskin, upload songs for my blogg, watch teevie, paint my nails, do mask at a same time. LOL . ii must be really crazy.~
ii jus browse thru that ms tan's blogg and saw a part which makes me laugh til i drop.
Quoted from her blogg :-
Xiaobai:*getting rdy to chg song*
Xiaogugu:NONONONNONONONO*beats hand*
Xiaogugu:Miss tan also like this song you know! its xia yi ge tian liang leh!
Xiaobai:orhkay lor.
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then the next song was "Wo Zhi Dao"
Me:SIA LAH I KNOW THIS SONG!
Xiaogugu:*laughs*
Me:eh,whats the name uh. ohohoh i know i know. *thinks* forget it, i forget liao.
Xiaobai:I know.
Me:Huh?
Xiaobai:I know , is the song name lah.
Me:OHHHHHH yahh.
xiaobai:*laughs* u like ur xiao gugu liddat
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that remind me of how we really laugh thru th day. Budd too many people like saying ms Tan andd ii getting more and more alike. as if ii can stop her from changing. LOL . and ii feel like asking them, be like me not good mehs?
pretty, cute, out-going, sociable, and blah blah blah. think ii gotta stop it. ii wanna vomit myself liaos. LOL .
budd another part which she says make me like " HUH? WTF ?! "
quoted from RTHS's blogg again :-
" its so cool xiaobai and xiaogugu are freaking close."
ii shall see how not close she would be with her boyfriend th next time. wahahas!
another random topic :
ii was telling boyfriend that ii suspect myself having mentally disorder soon. cos ii can be like damn happy this moment and super emo th next. jus take for example today.
i'm like working working working, den suddenly go blank and start to day dream. i shant go into details.
ii guess th problem lies on ... losing concentration. its either not enuf slp , or too many things on my mind. and th biggest problem is ... boyfriend!
he's a very good person for me to divert attention from everything, ii mean it, EVERYTHING!
well well well, enuf of him! ii should get him out of my mind for 5 minutes!
ii really feel like going out with ms Tan again lehs. probably after her PSLE lahhs. hopefully we gotta go Taiwan this year end. we shall psycho th adults .. weets!
ii think ii gotta really have to go and register for my basic theory lerr lahhs. irritating! tsk! like dragg for almost a year lerr siol.
hmmm .. haven been slpingg well these few days, how bad! ii cant even concentrate when slping. damn it! really have to save some energy for th upcoming long weekend. jus feel like spending some quality time with boyfriend.
arghhhhhhhhh, 5 minutes is up , ii guess. he pop up again~~ LOL .
gonna end here lerr lahhs. ming zhong zhu ding's starting.
oh ya! my super randomness last night during th conversation made baby stuck for a moment.
nights earthlings!
labels : smart ass! (:


9:12 PM
&& your love is all ii ever need


Monday, September 14, 2009
babybaby~

ii can jus simply findd 3 reasons why th both of them are my love.
One, they're Scorpio.
Two, they love Red.
Third, Strawberry is one of their favourite.
Lastly, they love lil , cute things. (like me?)
LOL . okay. ii know th last one is a bit lame lahhs. Budd ... lalalas~
labels : 让爱换个季节再开花结果


9:41 PM
&& your love is all ii ever need


Sunday, September 13, 2009
never again.
ii forgot when was th last time ii got myself really that drunk.
ii forgot how many times ii puked, jus remembered ii was crying so bitterly.
ii really gotta admit it now.
I SUCKS AT PROTECTING MYSELF!
fuck th "everything happens for a reason" .
will it be better if i've never stepped into your life.
hopefully not.
yet, if things are better that way, ii guess th last ii can ever do for you is to bringg everything back to th starting point. th point when we are not connected in any way.
perhaps ii gotta start paying more attention to everythingg than you.
FOCUS!!!!!
yesyesyes, ii still choose to keep them unspoken.
ii miss th days whr we really can say every and any thing honestly.
labels : th pain .


9:25 PM
&& your love is all ii ever need


Thursday, September 10, 2009
your girl ; my love

have not been feeling good lately, or can ii say these few days.
its been so long since ii feel this way. th way that ii always hated.
just for that moment, ii tot whatever ii've done will jus go down th drain.
or maybe its already half gone, ii jus dun wish to knw.
for that very moment, ii jus feel like hiding in a corner and cry my heart out.
yes! its been years. ever since ii do that.
summoning my courage to say what's deep down.
prepared to face everything that comes. with or without you.
jus to let you knw me better. that's very risky though.
oh yes. that's th characteristic of a scorpio .
didnt wann to eleborate lahhs. nothing gonna helps.
ii jus wann you to remember wad makes my good bf.
labels : and you're th only one that knows it all.


10:28 PM
&& your love is all ii ever need